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[personal profile] canyonwalker commented on my most recent post with the following:

I'm curious about the dice reward system you've mentioned several times recently. Are you talking about actual dice, like the kind used in tabletop RPGs? What kind of dice do you like, and how does the reward system work?


...and then I accidentally wrote my whole day's worth of words in response. It turns out I am REALLY EXCITED TO BABBLE ABOUT DICE. Probably this fact is not surprising to people who've been haunting my journal since 2004 (how do I not have a tag for this?) but I'm always happy to squee more!

Here we go:

***

I am talking actual dice! I like RPGs well enough, but my true love has always been the clicky-clacky polyhedral math rocks and over my lifetime I have acquired...more than most people. I'm no Seanan McGuire (who obtained an old Library card catalog to store and sort her own collection) but I'm no slouch either.

(The link above is some photos showing the ~600 dice I have in sets or otherwise with some sort of "special" factor to them. Not pictured is the ~300 loose random dice that aren't in sets, which I use for various math teacher purposes and pretend not to notice when my students steal one or two.)

I like all dice, but my preference is for plastic over metal or wood. I have a few metal sets and they're nice enough -and the weight is great- but I am always more worried that they'll scratch each other up if I store them in bags and I don't have an interest in getting heaps of fancy storage boxes. My preference is for ALL THE COLOURS, but you'll notice a distinct bias for greens and oranges (which matches up with my colour bias for, uh, everything else I own!).

I've found that I'm picky about inclusions in my dice --I appreciate that lots of dicemakers want to put lots of cute things into their dice, but I find the effect most often falls flat. I still own a handful1, but I've been trying to be _very_ selective about which additional ones I purchase since I don't like being disappointed. The dice are just usually too distorted to clearly figure out what's supposed to be inside.

(Speaking of Seanan McGuire though, I *do* have a set of Evergreen Burrow's Scrollie Rollies with fragments of a copy of the book Middlegame embedded in the resin. Those are absolutely *not* a disappointment, they are _gorgeous_.)

My go-to companies are Foam Brain Games (bigger dice company that does some originals and lots of outsourcing, their convention displays are *so* delightful to peruse), Ice Cream Dice (small company with food inspired dice that is so candy-bright and delicious to look at!) and Dead Eye Dice (small company I found on Etsy with totally handmade sets). I'm not exclusive though --my spreadsheet2 includes 14 different companies (and it's not complete, I'll probably find another four or five companies when I next update!)

***

As for the reward system, I bought one of Black Oak Workshop's Advent-ure Calendars last year. I didn't actually have anything in particular to count down to, so it languished for a couple months until I figured out that I could use it as an incentive for Getting Things Done. I was already keeping my Dailies list (a group of about twenty things I should do every, or at least most, day(s)) so it was easy enough to just consider opening one door of the calendar as a reward for hitting 15/20. 75% is a healthier (and more attainable!) goal than 100%.)

I've managed to earn a die about 40% of days since implementing this system, which maybe means my threshold is still a little too high, or maybe just means I really do need to push myself a little more to Get Things Done. Many of my dailies are things that could be done in 10 minutes or less, I just need to...make myself fit it into the rest of the day!

What I have managed to do is not buy any more dice since starting the system...sortof. I actually have four still-sealed packages in my room, each holding 3-6 sets of dice from a different company, which will allow me3 to restock the calendar once I've opened all the doors. Given a 40% rate, it might take me all year to open and have those other pretties, but I've been considering ToDo list methods that could earn me a second die for each day.

***

Part of me wants to end this post with some kind of defense of the money and space I've spent here, but nope! Not doing it. The money would be a lot if you looked at it all at once, but I've been collecting dice since I was twelve, and the amounts and kinds I buy are commensurate with my disposable income. Own Pretty Things That Make You Happy --as Ms. Kondo would say, my dice spark joy, and therefore are a good part of my life!

~Sor
MOOP!

1: And if I were writing this comment at home instead of during free time at work I'd be diving into my dicebags to photograph more examples...

2: What? Obviously I have a spreadsheet. I love spreadsheets almost as much as I love dice, and it's a nice way to keep organized about All This.

3: Well...technically I'll have someone else load it for me. It's just more fun if I don't know exactly what I'm going to get (and because I ordered some mystery sets from some of the companies, there really will be some complete surprises for me!)
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Okay so here's the thing.

Since last _September_ I have been without a computer of my own. Mine broke, and I've just...been getting by with the work computer and my phone. This has been fine, but I'm growing increasingly tired of the limitations on work computer.

Translation: I tried to download steam so I can play some isolation video games, and was not capable of doing so because I am not admin on this machine.

SO I NEED A NEW LAPTOP COMPUTER! This is your thread to give me some advice and thoughts. Have at! If you read the notes below you will get some ideas about what I am looking for more specifically. Also there are swearwords because my boss is not on my Facebook.

Notes:

*Current machine is running Windows 10 pro. Previous machine was running Mac OS 10.9. I am confident in my ability to figure out how to use any mac or windows machine. I am not interested in learning how to linux, but I might be willing to hear your pitch, especially if it starts with "so this particular distro works a lot like the things you've used before".

*I definitely want a computer and not a tablet. I need a keyoard, but more importantly, I need to be able to download and run _programs_. Not apps. I am not an app based individual, I am Too Old for that. That being said, I'm not going to say no to a hybrid just because it's a hybrid, as long as it has a computer-like os and not an app-like os. I am not interested in a chromebook under any circumstances.

*Relatedly, I hate tap-click on trackpads and disable it ASAP every time I get access to a new computer. I use multi-finger gestures sometimes, but in general, assume I want to do just about everything via a) keyoard control and b) trackpad that I will actually click and not weird tapclick.

*Look, the most recent mac laptops come with two USB-c ports, one of which has to be used for charging and I CANNOT EMPHASIZE HOW MUCH BULLSHIT THAT IS. I would like actual ports. Please recommend me a computer that I can plug my USB shit into without a million extra hubs and adapters necessary. Yeah, this seems likely to mean next computer is "not a mac" despite having been running mac for my personal use for the twelve years before that, and I'm bummed but also apple is making shitty decisions about what I need and I don't have to put up with that.

*Relatedly, a headphone jack is non-negotiable, jebus I hope I don't have to say that.

*I _desperately_ miss the "spaces" feature of my mac laptop, which was SO GOOD for letting my ADHD ass-brain sort things out and separate them and have different spots for like work vs dance vs fun vs read later. I miss it _so much_ and you will get ten bonus points for recommending me something that lets me use Something Like That instead of cramming my taskbar with different windows that are a pain in the ass to flip through.

*I also desperately miss the versatility and reprogramability of my mac for changing keyoard shortcuts to be Whatever I Wanted. I think this is something I could do on the work computer if I had admin powers, but I'm not positive.

*Things I want to be able to do: Play video games (especially super dumb old games like a port of Gahan Wilson's Haunted House if I can find one, or Heroes of Might and Magic 3, which *might* be available on Steam), save like a hundred gigs of music, store a few hundred gigs of photos, write like a fiend. Other than the video games, mostly I am not planning to run particularly intensive stuff. I mean, also like the modern trend for zoom and stuff, but whatever. Honestly, I want a device I can store stuff on and play music from.

*The closer that I get to a computer that can survive being used as the ball in a game of calvinball, the happier I will be. Assume that I will drop it off my bed at least once a month, at minimum. (This is way more often than reality, but I'd like to cover my bases).

*I haven't gotten a new computer in about seven years. In an ideal world I would not buy another computer after this for close to seven years. My budget is, say, $1500, but I'm willing to go above that for things that are Very Good And Will Make Me Happy. It is plausible I can get a friends-and-family discount if I go apple which iirc is about 10% off. I have access to a costco membership and I know they do stuff on sale sometimes. I loathe Amaz*n and will not purchase through them until they start offering me *staggeringly* good deals. I have some degree of patience, but also, ADHD assbrain would really like to get this done since I haven't since September.

*Every new version of iTunes since 2005 has been increasingly ass, so like, I would also like a recommendation for a less sucky music storage and organization and playlists service. I am completely and utterly uninterested in cloud options, give me local storage and lots of it or give me death. Ditto for any useful way to manage thousands upon billions of photos and memes saved off the internet and shit like that.

*On a similar note, my iphone 6s is like...almost four years old and it hasn't started dying big time...yet. I should probably also get a new phone. I've only ever used iphones, but I am open to persuasion as to "what's good about smartphones these days". Pokemon go is a must.

As a last note, I hate change and I am going to be very sad in my replies to you. I promise I will do my best to keep my whining to a minimum, but this is a Big Expensive Change that is important for me to do but still ughhhhh. Please ask me questions and engage anyways, I have no idea what the current state of computer buying tech is like these days!

~Sor
MOOP!

Life

May. 28th, 2019 10:05 pm
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Wheeeeeeeeee.

I spent basically all of today on a bus, which was DEEPLY NOT OKAY. I mean, it is what it is, but it was just so fucking exhausting to be on a bus for almost three hours longer than I was supposed to be. This is what we do to avoid paying extra money. Or fly.

Ultimately, the New York trip was a Roaring Success! I am very pleased to have gotten out there, to have spent time with mom and Barb and dad and Maia, and to have go seen lovely shows and the like. That being said, I am _extremely happy_ to be back home, curled up in bed, writing my words and watching Jeopardy on Netflix. Just...kinda mindless! I know that tomorrow I go back to the real world and work and stuff (although the seniors are gone, so work is a lot less so).

The other downside of the Bus Ride From Hell was that there was a lot of traffic...and the bus driver was not very good at The Traffic Game. When you're shitty at the traffic game, you make your passengers much more prone to carsickness. So...basically after the first hour, I was vaguely queasy the entire time. It was...yeahhh. This meant I couldn't really do anything to entertain myself --reading books makes it worse, fucking around on the phone makes it worse, traffic is non-conducive to drawing, and I'm not the kind of asshole to talk aloud on the phone while on a bus. So I dozed the entire time, mostly not actually sleeping.

I managed some actually entertaining daydreaming, but then they kept getting dragged into generalized anxiety and totally absurd fantasies about doing stuff like successfully blackmailing Jeff Bezos into donating his fortune to the ACLU or whatever. That is one of the less anxious things I thought about for a while on the bus.

It's _very hard_ to feel comfortable or sane right now, in a world that is falling down around our ears.

Anyways, I'm building up to the last few weeks of school/work, and then it is PINEWOODS!. Well no, then there's a brief visit by Alys and Pinewoods prep. At some point I need to settle down and figure out the rest of my summer --I know it will involve moving throughout August, and I wanna go visit the parents for a bit, but like..is there time to organize anything else in there? Or should I just plan on flopping around as much as possible?

Oh yeah, and also there's an AGM for the Bellsfolx, which I'm not really in charge of in any way...but the boyf is, and there's a certain extent to which I anticipate playing host-spouse.

I dunno. I'm pretty tired and babbly tonight, but that's what happens when you don't _do_ anything all day. I wish I'd had more of a chance to do _anything_ on the bus, even just some mindless gaming, but c'est la vie.

Hope y'all are well!
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Fun Fact About Sorcyress 1: I passionately and viscerally dislike passing through tunnels when out and about in the world.

It's not a claustrophobia thing --I was thrilled to be squirming my way through tight spaces at Boda Borg. It's something to do with the sudden and total restriction of freedom in case of attack. Long stretches of scaffolding along the sidewalk elicit the same reaction. If someone were to jump out at me in this space, my options are terrifyingly constrained.

(And it's definitely got an aspect of "can I be attacked here" --I can drive through tunnels with no trouble at all, or ride through them on the T.)

Fun Fact About Sorcyress 2: Approximately every 4-6 months, I spend Way Too Long getting sucked into the terrifyingly dark part of humanity and read about a whole lotta shit I shouldn't be reading about.

When I say "terrifyingly dark" I mean that I've largely stopped reading about serial killers on wikipedia, because at this point, meh. (Plus, you know, I've read 'em all). Humanity's a lot more fucked up and terrifying when it's *not* killing each other.

This is ALWAYS a bad idea. Always1. I get spooked and nervy and do not like being anywhere with my back exposed. I have made huge strides in the field of "being able to handle my fear" but it still leaves me jumping at shadows for a few days. I have a wonderful large imagination, and a good retention of things I've read. This does not serve me.

Fun Fact About Sorcyress 3: There is a tunnel I have to pass through on my commute.

***

So it's possible that I am leaving work much later than usual due to FFAS2 up there, and it's also possible that I spent a considerable part of the last two hours reading about gross things2. And I've been listening to music, and daydreaming, and mostly calmed down the part of my brain that's busy going "YOU ARE ABOUT TO BE KIDNAPPED AND TORTURED FOREVER OKAY"

And I reach the tunnel! The tunnel goes under a bridge. There is technically one on each side. There is no easy way to cross the street over the bridge otherwise, which kinda makes sense --why bother with pedestrian walkways interferin' with the cars when you can just waltz on under! The tunnels are lit at night, which is cool, but the path angle is pretty awkward for the side I usually take.

So I'm cruising along, pretending that I'm not super nervous, because let's face it, I've been kinda fucked up on fear a few times in the last month, and I just keep gritting my teeth and sailing on through because the tunnels only like 50 feet wide, maximum. So, bike bike bike bike THERE IS A SHOPPING CART THAT WAS NOT THERE THIS MORNING AND HOLY SHIT THAT'S A PERSON NOPE NOPE NOPE.

Fun Fact About Sorcyress 4: My brakes currently work! Boy do they!

I screech to a halt and call "sorry!" across because I see the person starting to stir and oh shit I just woke them up, and then I try to back up while still straddling the bike which causes me to fall ass over teakettle and drop my bike on the ground. "FUCK!" "wait, sorry, sorry, have a nice night, bye!"

And I grab my bike and hightail it away from the tunnel and say "fuck it" and watch the traffic and rabbit my way overland across the street because I don't care that there's probably not someone in the other tunnel NOPE.

And I feel _really_ guilty, because the person was A) just trying to sleep and I woke them up and B) probably feels kinda gross and not-a-person and offended that I didn't want to go near them. I wish I could explain that it's totally not them, they are probably perfectly nice, it's just that I hate that tunnel anyways and I was kinda freaked and something being different was just completely unacceptable.

But you know what? With the exception of falling off my bike, I didn't get hurt or tortured in the slightest, and I'll take that small victory.

~Sor
MOOP!

1: "So why do you do it?" Eh, some combination of morbid curiosity and an enjoyment of the adrenaline rush. Plus, some of the scary shit I frequent contains some degree of "here's how to protect yourself" and that might be useful in the long run (hi r/Let'sNotMeet!)

2: Baltimore tried real hard to win the title of World's Worst Catholic Sex Scandal, and no, I don't want to know the actual competition for that one, I've had quite enough for one night thanks.
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Heyo! It's about that time again, have some resolution updates:

750words:
85 days. That is beginning to turn into real numbers. I am beginning to actually worry about what variety of stupid I'm gonna do involving Pinewoods. Like, there is a little internet booth at Pinewoods I could upload from, if I wrote the words earlier or later. That would totally work. That would totally not be an incredibly stupid plan. I have lots of free time at Pinewoods to write!

Music:
Sparr bought me the two s00j albums I'd been eyeing, and so now I have four/five1 of them, and yay. Sometimes I listen to other music too! I can probably stop updating this one, I think it's done.

Biking:
BIKING.
I have a bike again. I have a bike that runs again. It is amazing. Tyrian is the best. Also I got something like three flats in six days, I am not even kidding and that was super bullshit. But I think she's better now.

Candidate Class:
My exams were on Saturday. People keep asking me how I think I did, and I just...I really don't have an idea. I can't let myself have an idea, because I'm already more anxious about these than I've been about anything in the last ten years and thinking in depth about whether I missed important things will make me _actively crazy_. I should know my results in six to eight weeks, or possibly as soon as the end of this week.

There are a lot of combinations marked "failure" in my mind, and only two marked "success"2.

Pinewoods:
I am accepted to ESC, Scottish 1, and Scottish 2. I may be running a bug-themed party at ESCape, and I am super excited about that. It'll be really good!

Highland:
Seann Triubhas is only slightly easier to dance than it is to spell. >:|

Being awesome/mental health:
I have been an anxietyball the last week/month. It's very exciting. I am so sorry to anyone who has to deal with me, since anxietyKat seems identical to regularKat except I no longer smile as easily and the words that fall out of my mouth have a tendency to border on the _very_ dark.

But you know, I'm fine. Nothing going on is even a little bit worth killing myself over, and if it's not that bad, it ain't nothing in the long run.

Ambidancetrous:
I have made posts! I have made posts about the exam and posts about dances we wrote! I am hopefully going to make more posts, maybe about writing a grand march!

Making money:
I am the Bananager, I belong to the Bananamines, and also I'm pretty perpetually broke so if you have stuff I can do in the afternoons or evenings in exchange for your dollarbucks, I'm kinda intrigued.

Social:
Well, NEFFA didn't suck. Other than that, it's a real good thing I adore my fellow candidates, because I have seen NO ONE ELSE.

Dentist:
So, my dentist was all like "you need a crown" and I was all like "I KNOW, RIGHT!?"
So now I have a temporary crown and the real one will appear sometime in early June, probably.

***

No progress:
Dante editing
Paper sorting --I have, in fact, made negative progress by taking things out of my filing cabinet
Room
Grad School
Pushups
Dancing --I mean, I've been doing a ton, just not outside of Greater Camberville and also Stow yet.
Stiltsing --I was not allowed to make stilts before taking my exams.
ADHD management --no, and my executive functioning has been completely shot
Morrowind
Social Justice
Inbox 0
Activity vs Passivity online
Tracking media

Whee!

~Sor
MOOP!

1: Susan dG sent me Sirens, I just bought Stolen Season when it came out, and Sparr sent me Tangles and Haphazard as CDs. So I have four. HOWEVER, at Balticon 2012, s00j sold out of Mischief and I managed to unfold my tongue long enough to be all "can I just hand you money right now and then get my friend to email me a zip file is that okay?" and she was like "sure, sounds great and very convenient!" So I have Mischief, legally, as a digital copy. (I will probably buy a physical copy when I get a chance both because I'm a completist and because it's actually my favourite, apparently)

2: Success 1: All five candidates pass their unit 2 and their unit 3. Success 2: All five candidates except me pass their unit 2 and their unit 3. Failure: Any other candidate fails either of their tests, because damnit, this is so important to all of us and yet I'm really the one for whom it matters least, Cambridge _has_ teachers.
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I am still in California. Or, if I never bothered to mention it properly, I am in California!

Spending all my time with someone creative in the same ways in which I am creative has been really good for me. I am still Woefully Unemployed (TM), but I've also drawn a couple things, and written a couple things, and best of all, three days ago, the clone looks up at me from our Left 4 Dead game and says "wanna write a collaborative story about a zombie apocalypse?"

So that's been going very well, and I've written like 4500 words of characters I haven't used in a while fighting zombies. Which is pretty damn great.

We've also done some cooking experiments (which resulted in bacon-wrapped potato bites!) and playing way too much Left 4 Dead (<3333!) and spending too much time on Tumblr and not enough time watching Doctor Who, but whatever, honestly. Theoretically, I can watch that on my own. Keeping up with the reblogs is tres important, zohmgar. :P

Mek might've gotten me hooked on Fallen London, or at least starting to be hooked on Fallen London. I am currently more frustrated than pleased by the throttling of actions. I appreciate that they're keeping me from wasting all my time on there, but man, I have been running out of actions quickly and that's annoying, especially when I'm still very badly in explore mode and trying to figure out the game. We'll see if it sticks at all.

I miss Boston. I miss dancing. I might claim to miss being too cold, but judging by how I actually respond to temperature, it's a dirty lie. But I'm happy I'm here because...there's a reason I call him clone faster than boyfriend. Mek gets me like no one else. The conversations we have tend to be long, meandering, weird and utterly fabulous. When's the last time you jumped from Neil Poon Handler to Oglaf?

The hope of course is that I'll go home and be rejuvenated, ready to try again being a real adult. We'll see if it works at all. I am in turns optimistic towards how lovelyinteresting this summer could be (Pinewoods in July, and Alys might visit me) and shaking with fear at the lack of funds and lack of impact I am having on the world.

In the meantime though, I'm going to clutch at this creative paradise while it is still accessible to me. Lying in bed all day in my underwear writing might not sound to you like such a beast, but oh, am I satisfied.

Even if it is too damn hot.

~Sor
MOOP!

Original Tags: musings, qlife, cloneness, snowtown, writing
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Spent most of the weekend sick as a dog --fever on Sunday, culminating in puking after a bus ride (sighhhh) and sleeping for most of the day, and then just general clouded head and awful feelings on Sunday. I did get some homework and stuff done, but it kindof just throws into relief how much homework I have left to do.

The only possible reason I would have to celebrate Bin Laden's death is if it meant I no longer had to get groped at the airports. Oddly, I don't think this is going to happen. Fuckyeah cynicism. Am I glad we caught one of the "bad guys"? Sure, go US. Do I think death should ever result in celebration? Seriously, no.

I have amazing friends. Who utterly ignore my "no seriously, please don't buy me things, honestly" which is annoying. That being said, it did mean that my rolling out of bed fifteen minutes before I was supposed to be on the bus (otherwise known as forty-five minutes late) was not as wholly awful as it could have been --I had bagel and ramen to grab for breakfast and lunch.

I also have a new hat that I will have to take a picture of when I get home. It is Slightly Ridiculous.

Forgot my Concerta, and I can feel my brain suffering for it. Really need to remember to drop off my prescription at CVS today, since I'm practically out. NTS: Insurance card, actual ID.

Shlock movies on Friday at jere7my's. Lady Terminator and Rock and Roll Hotel. Both were enjoyable and snarkable, and the company was excellent. Also, homemade sticky rice with mango. I would like to put all of it in my mouth, forever. Forever.

My head is terrifically stuffed up, and it is making it difficult to feel like a real human. I kinda wish I could hide somewhere and sleep for a period or two, but I know I have to get shit done. On the plus side, I made a list of all the shit I have to get done in order to graduate. On the minus side, oh _dear gods_.

Gonna go work on _something_ now. Hopefully I will get things done and the like. Whee.

~Sor
MOOP!
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It was brought to my attention that I do not especially know how to budget1.

That's mostly okay, in that I've been a dumb privileged white kid for the last bunch of years, and one of the infinite advantages of having parents willing to pay for college is that they pay for room and board too. Budgeting for me has exclusively thus far been "do I have enough money for that event I want to go to" and I can more or less afford that on babysitting.

But I'm going to join the real world somewhere in the next 3-6 months, and not only do I not have a great grasp on how much the world is going to cost, I don't think I have a particularly good grasp on what I'm going to be spending that money on. A friend mentioned that he was paying about a thousand a month, for everything except rent and utilities, and I certainly *think* I can keep my expenses under that number2, but I don't know if I'm managing to account for everything I'll need to spend money on.

So that's what I'm really asking for: What things am I going to be spending money on that I don't necessarily realize I'll spend money on?

Sitting down and thinking about it, I know there's:

*Rent and utilities
*Groceries/eating out (which is a huge "I have no idea" since I've been living off my meal plan for three and a half years --I imagine I should be able to keep myself fed grocery-wise for a hundred a week, I think that's about what I've spent on the (very few) times when I've had to fend for myself.)
*Dance, which is non-negotiable. If I can afford it in September, I should _absolutely_ get a season pass for SCD, which changes the shape of how much dance costs per month.

(as an aside, that's one of the things I'm finding complicated about trying to write a budget for myself, in that "monthly expenses" is easier than dividing "expenses per semester" by three, or trying to work out how much a year-pass would cost and when I would need that money and such.)

*Transit, which I imagine is hugely variable. If I only ever took the T places, it would be a straight 60/month, but I also have a bike to repair and a future zipcar membership, and taxis and stuff. But on the flip side, if the bike is in good shape, and the weather is nice, I can spend maybe like fifteen dollars on the T and spend the rest of my necessary transit time riding my bike.
*Laundry, which becomes more important as I have to wear more professional clothing, since I don't have enough of said clothing, and therefore have to do laundry more often.
*Also, buying more clothing of the professional sort. I mean, I rock the thrift-store chic so hard, so I'd like to hope I wouldn't be spending too terribly much on this, but it's still a thing.
*Meds
*Other hospitaly/medical things, knock on wood. I don't think this counts as a monthly budget thing, so much as a "I should try to set aside a couple hundred(thousand?) dollars as soon as possible to be my "oh shit oh shit I just broke my leg" fund3.

And...what else? The last time I did anything like this it was in my seventh grade home ec class, where I think I was "renting" an apartment for 50 dollars a month, so it's not like I was exactly being taught accurate numbers for the real world so much as "here's how to balance your monies!"

The real world is hard, whine whine. But dammit, if I'm going to be an adult4, I might as well do it right, and not have to rely on other adults (read: my parents) for taking care of me.

Just rely on them for advice.

~Sor
MOOP!

1: I have gotten as far as "If there is money in my account I can buy things, if there is not, I can't" and seem to do okay with that, but, uh, yeah.

2: More importantly, doing some googling and finding out how much I will make as a teacher implies that (assuming I get a job), I should be making at least 24k a year, which gives me enough for rent/utilities and "everything else". Assuming that my combined rent+utilities is in the thousand dollars or less range, which I think is an okay guess considering the places I've been looking at with Ria and Lauren and Mason.

3: Although, assuming I broke my leg, I could just transfer my dance fund to medical. Gods forbid.

4: I think I've decided that I don't want to be an adult because adults are ridiculously dramatic, often uncommunicative, and generally immature. I'd like to be mature instead. It seems much easier.


Postscript: And yes, I am writing actual numbers for these in another file, in a "trying to inflate everything so I wind up with too much money rather than too little" sort of way. But I figured that would be too gauche even for me to post.

And not in the file yet, because I don't know what the shape of my life will be like yet, is the concept of long-distance travel in order to spend time with faraway friends and SOs. Which could be eighty dollars a month for train tickets, or 500plus for a cross-country plane ride. Plane tickets are definitely my most expensive regular expense.

Also not in the file is the general thought of "here are things I want" and taking steps to buy those things. One of the reasons I want to have some discretionary income is so that I can start scouting sales for expensive things I want/need, so that when they show up for a decent price, I can get them without stressing that I've just wrecked my budget for the month. See also, the fact that I think I want 3 TB of external storage --one for joba, one for backup, and one for media.

a: If everything stayed the same, I don't think I would _ever_ fill a TB of stuff just of assignments and resources and grades and worksheets and lessons and everything teaching will require. But things keep taking up more and more space, and inevitably I'll be teaching Skype lessons with an uberboard or something, and each lesson will be a gig and a half or something.
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Meme. Lots of questions. That is all. )

~Sor
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sorcyress: Drawing of me as a pirate, standing in front of the Boston Citgo sign (Default)
ORIGINS::::::::::::

Was orgasmic, as it should be.

Wow. Now theres an adjictive I don't use often. >.<

Anyway, Origins was as absolutely utterly amazing as it could possibly be, and I love it with all my heart and more.

It is my homeplace, where I am myself. It is not considered completely odd to go galloping down the hallways banging coconut halves together. It is not considered in bad form to shout ALL HAIL KING TORG in response to the lovely 9th level games people. It is not considered (extreemly) blasphemous to suddenly get down on your knees and start playing a game of Satan!...It's just awesome. I love Origins SO MUCH!!!

OVERVEIW: )

~Sorceress/Kat

MOOP!


*Labbit = Mad Lab Rabbit = Someone who works for Loony Labs

**The lab is where Loony Labs hangs out and do most of their tournements, seminars, and demos. Very awesome place, and where I spend most of my time. Especially when it's time to hunt werewolves!

(*3)Generi's = my affectionate nickname for the cute little generic tokens they had.

(*4)Flub. A word I litterally just made up as I was writing this. It means most magnificent, wonderful, amazing, fantabulous, fun, loud, creative, entergetic, quirky, great, awesome, stupendeous, terrific, and a whole lot of other adjectives. And cool. Except it really means BEYOND cool.

(*5)When it's not being addicts anyway...more on this later.

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sorcyress: Drawing of me as a pirate, standing in front of the Boston Citgo sign (Default)
I FOUND MY MONEY!!! Meaning I don't have to hurt the gnomes like I planned. The damm gnomes HID IT! THEY HID MY MONEY!!

Sorry, I'll stop sounding like I'm on drugs. I'm not, really. It's just that the gnomes DID hide my money, and now I found it, so now I can buy stuff at Origins!

Also, I found this while going through papers. It's a clerihew about the pink louies from Mega Bomber Man for the Sega Genisis.

Oh Pink Louie
You're a little screwy
But I gotta say-I love your dance
Even if you don't wear pants

That amused me greatly because I'm dumb like that.

OH! And I can't even acess my mail from moms computer, however, I can get into my alternate account (The one I feed to spam-bots.) If you have to e-mail me in the near future, it's OrigamiSorceress at yahoo dot com.

Instead of my normal one. Yes. Yes I relize that thats the one on my info page. Why yes, I do belive you're all a bunch of spam bots. *grin*

~Sorceress/Kat

MOOP!

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sorcyress: Drawing of me as a pirate, standing in front of the Boston Citgo sign (Default)
You know...even with the seniors leaving me, I think my life is slowly beginning to get back onto the right track. For quite a bit of time, I was having trouble adjusting to life, mainly because it was changing much too quickly for me, but I'm beginning to get back in control.

First off, school is winding down. This makes me incredibly, amazingly happy, since school is not generally my favorite part of life. I like some of the classes, but there seem to be much too many idiots running around our school.

Secondly, I have money again! I know this sounds a little oddly capitilistic for me, but for much too long (say...since X-mas!) I have been going without any spending cash since it quickly got, well, spent. But now, since I've actually started up with that baby-sitting thing I love with a passion, I have money again, and more importently, I'm going to have money at Origins.

Origins. *dreamy sigh*

(((Mental Note To Self: Get Matt a Munchkin bookmark of blatent cheating at said convention.)))

Now where was I? Oh yes. Origins. *dreamy sigh*

Origins is coming up. This makes me even happier then the fact that school is letting out. For the unknowing, Origins is a BIG gaming convention (~five days...squee!) held out in Ohio every year. It is also where I purchase 90% of my dice, and where I get good at Blink.

Anyone who does not know how to play blink needs to come over one of these days and learn. *evil grin*

I also get to play more games then I possibly can, drool over more gaming lewt then I can shake a stick at, meet famous people and get autographs, be a labbit to the extreem and hang out all relaxed like for a week.

Also coming up, is the glorius thing that is Leah. I mean, day camp. *shifty eyes*

Ok, so all I really care about day camp right now* is that I get to hang out with Leah for a week. She's one of my wives, give me a break!

*Note: I care about a lot more about day camp then just hanging out with Leah. I have lots of other friends there, plus, day camp is uberfun. And I get to swim in the PA pool. With all the hot pool boys. *shifty eyes*

Hot pool boys? At an all girl scout day camp?

ummmmmm...yeah...They hang out in the PA pool all day.

Is this the pool you can only get to by going in the PA lounge, which none of the girls are allowed to do?

mm-hm!

The one that doesn't exist?

mm-h-no! It does exist!! *shifty eyes*

mm. Ok. Have fun.

I will!

hmm...not sure theres anything else thats really drool worthy coming up.

~Sorceress/Kat

MOOP!

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