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It is still sleeting more than snowing here, but it sticks in the occasional patch of shadow. Farther from the water, it's frosting up like winter. The Ursids were washed out by this year's weather, but somewhere beyond the clouds they are still streaking light.

I spent a remarkable portion of this day having conversations related to employment, but one of them was a thorough delight. I hadn't known about the practical, ritual links of the Jewish Association for Death Education.

We lit the candle for my grandfather's yahrzeit, our ghost story for Christmas Eve.
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Yesterday I flew home from Minneapolis. My bag got lost, for the first time in ages, so I slept CPAP-less (poorly) last night. When the bag deigned to arrive this morning, it was missing one of the zipper sliders. Same thing happened to an identical bag last year. Time to stop buying and recommending Travelpro suitcases, no matter how nice the wheels are.

I also had a crown break and pop off on Saturday. And my dentist is on holiday until the fifth of January. Argh. At least it's not hurting. I did speak with him briefly and got "yeah, just keep it clean and be gentle with it, and DON'T PUT THE BROKEN CROWN BACK ON."
We lose our use of colour
Just water on the brush

Minneapolis had snow and sun, which were both a nice change from the overly typical wintergrey here. Contrariwise, it remains nice to be back at home with my kitten.

Small changes, small improvements, day by day. Sunreturn.
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I've got a mileage run planned for next weekend. As I explained two weeks ago, I'm flying to Los Angeles and back, all in one afternoon/evening, just to earn airline points to renew elite status. Even if you don't click through the link to see the longer explanation you might wonder, "Is that worth it?" Heck, I'm the one who's doing it and I wonder if it's worth it! So imagine my intense curiosity yesterday morning when Southwest showed me there's Another Way....

Instead of flying a mileage run I could just BUY the difference to retain elite status... (Dec 2025)

That's right, instead of flying on a gratuitous trip to earn points, I could just buy the points I need to requalify for elite status!

Ah, but how much for how much? That's always the question when loyalty programs offer to sell you points. Almost by definition, it's going to be a shitty deal. But this one....

At these prices I'd rather just FLY to earn points! (Dec 2025)

...This one is shittier than most.

It's not the fact I only need 140 points while the fewest I can buy is 5,000 that's shitty. I mean, yes, that is shitty. But the price is even shittier.

OMG, $1,450 to buy 5,000 qualifying points? I could buy a flight for $450 that earns that many points. Thus Southwest is effectively billing an extra $1,000 for the privilege of staying home instead of actually having to fly.

No thanks, I'll just stick with flying and wasting half a day.

Search Engine Sources

Dec. 22nd, 2025 09:24 pm
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I don't think many people are aware of just how many search engines pull from the same ones.

https://www.searchenginemap.com/

Even ones people speak highly of, such as Kagi, still get their sources from the larger services.

The upside is that this has now taught me about Mojeek and Yep, which I had never heard of before.

And https://metasearx.com/ looks to be like a modern version of Dogpile (if you all remember that one)

I hope this little map/product updates more, I feel like there has GOT to be other ones to put on there, both in the form of the niche ones like https://marginalia-search.com/ and non-english speaking search engines.

Shopping Costco During Executive Hour

Dec. 22nd, 2025 07:41 pm
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One of the benefits to Costco Executive Member status Costco rolled out earlier this year is letting Executive members start shopping an hour early. When I wrote about whether Executive membership has been worth it (spoiler: arguably it isn't) a few days ago I mentioned that I've thought several times about hitting up Costco early in the morning for Executive Hour but never actually did it. I always figured, "Nah, I'll just take it easy at home this morning and brave the madding crowds of the hoi polloi later in the day." 🤣 Well, today I finally shopped Executive Hour.

We finally upgraded to executive membership at Costco! (Jan 2022)

I was up early anyway today because I had an early work meeting on my day off. That's right— not only did I work on my first true day of vacation but it was an early morning meeting! After that I went out to the clinic for a blood draw, then when I came home I had a quick breakfast while Hawk jumped in the car with me to go shopping. At Costco.

We arrived at the Mountain View Costco around 9:15am. Normal opening hour on weekdays is 10am. For Executive members like us, the store's open at 9. And as we pulled into the parking lot, hoping to find a nice, close parking space instead of the usual automotive mob scene, we found... the parking lot mobbed just as much as 1pm on a Saturday.

"Wow, everyone in Mountain View must be an Executive member," I quipped. "And when everyone is Executive—"

"Nobody is Executive," Hawk finished the line for me. 🤣

So, yeah, that Executive member perk is close to worthless, at least here in the Bay Area.

"at liberty"

Dec. 22nd, 2025 05:10 pm
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I've been low key on it, but I left Marigold (my previous employment, although technically I've had the same employment for 23 years) in November, and am looking for a new job--ideally in software engineering. The bulk of my work over the last 20 years has been backend services and daemons, but I'm pretty adaptable; I ended up with a bit of a niche at work because it was needed and I am good at it.

If you want to find my resume, it's on my minimal personal website; the html and pdf versions are here:

https://www.labcats.org/mneme/resume.html

https://www.labcats.org/mneme/resume.pdf
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Today's my first day of vacation. Yeah, I wrote over the weekend about starting vacation, but that was the weekend. Weekends don't count as vacation. Today, Monday, is my first real day of vacation. And today, on my first real day of vacation... I worked. 🤣

Oh, I didn't work a full day. Good grief, I'd never do that. Not unless I was getting a day comped somewhere else— which I have done before. Twice this year, even! Once in March and once again later in March. šŸ˜… But this time it was just 1 hour of work. I figured I can give the company an hour on my day off in exchange for all the flexibility I enjoy during regular workweeks.

Me feeling charitable, or reciprocal with flexibility, isn't the only reason I took a meeting and did some followup work today. It's that, as I've pointed out many times before, work doesn't stop just because I'm on vacation. Especially in sales, work doesn't stop. Customer projects keep moving forward, and frequently the deadlines are set without regard to my availability.

When that presents a big problem I push back and/or call for backup. Indeed, there was another customer meeting today I let my boss handle for me. So he's working a bit today, too— which absolutely factors in to my charitableness / reciprocity calculus. A colleague was even willing to cover this meeting for me. But I volunteered to do it myself even on a day off because, honestly, the alternative is worse.

You see, the alternative if I let this going a week or longer without touching it is not "I'll do it later, when I return," but rather, "While I'm out for a week, other people will try to do it, and they'll do something wrong and break it, so when I return I'll have to spend 3x as long fixing what's broken. Oh, and when it broke someone pressed the panic button, so now I have to join multiple status calls with managers who are demanding explanations." 😣

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Since the light is officially supposed to have returned in my hemisphere, it is pleasing that my morning has been filled with the quartz-flood of winter sun. I could not get any kind of identifying look at the weird ducks clustered on their mirror-blue thread of the Mystic as I drove past, but I saw black, blue, buff, white, russet, green, and one upturned tail with traffic-cone feet.

On the front of ghost stories for winter, Afterlives: The Year's Best Death Fiction 2024, edited by Sheree RenƩe Thomas, is now digitally available from Psychopomp. Nephthys of the kite-winged darkness presides over its contents, which include my queer maritime ice-dream "Twice Every Day Returning." It's free to subscribers of The Deadlands and worth a coin or two on the eyes of the rest.

For the solstice itself, I finally managed to write about a short and even seasonal film-object and made latkes with my parents. [personal profile] spatch and I lit the last night's candle for the future. All these last months have been a very rough turn toward winter. I have to believe that I will be able to believe in one.

The Multi History Box!

Dec. 21st, 2025 10:58 pm
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Sneak: I have discovered ultimate power!

Now that I have FoxitReader working on the new computer, I have regained the ability to print insta-zines out of any fancy academic articles I want! (Just as long as they're ~52 pages or less.) We have been sorting the periodicals at the sci-fi library, and we decided to snag an empty box because it was the perfect size for our bookshelf, and also many of those boxes are empty, dusty, sad, and unloved.

And then I had a great idea. @_@ What if it became our multi library box?

A bunch of the very old multi articles we have (and some of the new ones) are from magazines or 600+ page tomes with names like Transactions of the Royal Edinburgh Society, which include a gazillion articles by a gazillion people on all sorts of topics. (The Royal Edinburgh Society one not only has an early 1823 "dual personality" case, but articles on a plant fossil found in a quarry, milk of magnesia, and math.) Obviously, we aren't interested in, like, 580+ of those pages. But thanks to my trusty printer and FoxitReader, I can print out just the articles that matter to us, date them, annotate them, and put them in the periodicals box in chronological order for easy reference!

I now have seven historical articles printed:
  • Papierfliegerfalter's translation of a 1791 German medical multi case: Gmelin, E. (1791). Materialen fur die anthropologie (pp. 3-89). Tubingen, Germany: Cotta. (The original German case is already online and screenreadable at GoogleBooks.)
    • Maybe now that we have it on paper, we will FINALLY read this!
  • Plumer, W. (1859). Mary Reynolds: A Case of Double ConsciousnessHarper Magazine No. CXX, Vol. XX (May 1860).
    • A case about the lady often credited as "the first multiple," even though there's no such thing. She switched between two folks for years, and settled into one permanently after a while.
  • Dewar, H. (1822). Report on a Communication from Dr [sic] Dyce of Aberdeen, to the Royal Society of Edinburgh, "Oh Uterine Irritation, and its Effects on the Female Constitution." Transactions of the Royal Society of Edinburgh, vol. XI. Edinburgh: William & Charles Tait.
    • Early "double personality" case involving a teenage girl who'd sleepwalk/sleeptalk/go into trance and whose "sleep" memory and "waking" memories were kept completely separate from each other. This paper was listed under the mistaken titles of "Double Personality," and "Report on a Communication from Dr. Dyce of Aberdeen" in Goettman and Greaves' gigantic 1991 multi bibilography.
  • Carlson, N. (2011). Searching for Catherine Auger: The Forgotten Wife of the Wîhtikôw (Windigo). in Sarah Carter (Ed.) Recollecting: Lives of Aboriginal Women of the Canadian Northwest and Borderlands. Edmonton: AU Press.
    • The story of the wife of Napanin/Felix Augur witiko, who in Alberta in 1897 "went witiko," became overwhelmingly compelled to devour his wife and children, and begged to be killed so he wouldn't do so. The local medicine man did so.
  • Schmidt, L. E. (2010) Chapter Six: One Religio-Sexual Maniac. Heaven's Bride: the Unprintable Life of Ida C. Craddock, American Mystic, Scholar, Sexologist, Martyr, and Madwoman. New York: Basic Books.
    • Ida Craddock married an angel in the 1890s and got harrased to death for it in 1902. The chapter title comes from Schmidt tearing down...
  • Schroder, T. (1936). One Religio-Sexual ManiacThe Psychoanalytic Review, 23(1).
    • More of Craddock.
  • B.C.A./Nellie Parson Bean. (1909). My Life as a Dissociated Personality. Boston: Gorham Press.
    • earliest medical multi autobiography we know about.
  • Also Fox and Ara of Team Meg-John Barker's Plural Tarot Companion from 2025 because I think it's neat. :) (Their Plural Tarot is here!)
I had to stop because I ran out of toner (we were already low) but they all make for very small little zines! Still plenty of room in that box.

I had to stop because I ran out of toner (we were already low) but they all make for very small little zines! Still plenty of room in that box.
Still to-print:
  • Mitchell, S. W. (1889). Mary Reynolds: A Case of Double Consciousness. Philadelphia: Wm. J. Dornan. Not to be confused with the Plumer article with the same title!
  • the Anna Winsor/Old Stump case from 1889 (because that case was so hard to find, I never want to lose it again, augh)
  • This article on Alma Z. from 1893!
  • Cutten's two 1903 articles on John Kinsel, the guy who his whole college dorm knew about and they took to spanking him with textbooks to make him switch.
  • The Doris Fischer case from 1916 (turns out we had it buried in our bummer files!)
  • Brandsma's 1974 article about Jonah, just because finding ANY record of black male medical multiples is rare and terrible!
  • Everything else I can find that we keep having reference!
We can annotate terms in use... ideas of personhood... theories of cause... so many opportunities, guys! @_@
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Tonight is the last night of Hanukkah. It's an 8 day celebration that started last Sunday evening. While we marked the first night in a normal way, lighting the first candle of a menorah on the counter between our kitchen and dining room, we had to get a bit creative today because Hawk is unable to get downstairs to the dining room. After I brought her dinner in bed I brought her... a menorah in bed.

Lighting the menorah for the last day of Hanukkah... on the marble vanity in the bathroom (Dec 2025)

Actually, it wasn't in bed. I mean, lighting 9 candles in bed is super dangerous! I set the menorah on the marble vanity in the master bath, visible from the bed with the folding doors open. I then lit the candles while Hawk said the prayers from bed. Hanukkah Sameach!

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https://www.advocate.com/politics/fda-warning-letters-chest-binders

There must be a charity somewhere that gives out binders to people who can't afford them. I am not done with my regular charity donations, but I'll keep this in mind.

Starting My (Unexpected) Vacation

Dec. 21st, 2025 10:43 am
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Saturday was the start of a Christmas-holiday vacation. Counting the two weekends I've got 9 days off from work. As I remarked at the start of the week this is an unexpected vacation. I only learned about the extra days off on Monday!

The late notice to me means I didn't have time to plan anything. ...Not that I could have planned much, anyway, as Hawk is still healing from her foot surgery. And if I had planned a low-key trip it'd be in jeopardy, anyway, as she took a spill last weekend that has made it really hard for her to move again. Hopefully this setback is temporary. One of her doctors says it'll take 2 weeks to recover. That puts it out at... the end of my vacation. šŸ˜ž

"Oh, but we can stay home and celebrate Christmas!" you might encourage us. Except we don't celebrate Christmas. It's a nonfactor for us. Usually we simply use the time off to travel somewhere. That makes it extra annoying we can't travel. Especially that we can't travel and actually do anything.

But we did manage to do a little bit Saturday! Hawk and I went out for lunch together, did a bit of shopping, then came home to relax. She needed to rest as even moving between the car and a restaurant table and a motor scooter at the store exhausted her. But resting up in the afternoon recharged her for a low key evening with friends. We met a few friends at La Fiesta (a favorite Mexican restaurant) for dinner and then played board games together back at our place until 11pm.

Today (Sunday) we've got nothing planned. Ditto the next few days. I'm sure we'll get together with friends again a few times this week, so at least there'll be something to do. But even though there's not much I am glad for the time off from work, now that I think about it. I just wish I could find better value in my not-working time by having more fun.

Can't I take my own binoculars out?

Dec. 21st, 2025 10:50 am
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The most disturbing part of A View from a Hill (2005) is the beauty of Fulnaker Abbey. From a dry slump of stones in a frost-crunched field, it soars in a flamboyance of turrets and spires, a dust-gilded nave whose frescoes have not glowed in the wan autumn sun, whose biscuit-colored fluting has not been touched since the dissolution of the monasteries. His customarily tight face equally transfigured, Dr. Fanshawe (Mark Letheren) turns in wonder through the rose windows of this archaeological resurrection, a ruin to the naked, post-war eye, through the antique field glasses which first showed him the distant, fogged, impossible prospect of its tower in a chill of hedgerows and mist, medievally alive. In a teleplay of sinister twig-snaps and the carrion-wheel of kites, it's a moment of golden, murmuring awe, centuries blown like dandelion clocks in a numinous blaze. It is a product of black magic only a little more grimily direct than most reconstructions of the past through a lens of bone and it would be far more comforting as a lie.

Visible in appropriate hindsight as the first in the irregular revival of A Ghost Story for Christmas (1971–78), A View from a Hill was adapted for the small screen by Peter Harness and faithfully preserves the antiquarian creep of its source M. R. James while remixing much of the detail around its central conceit, its adjustments of period and tweaks of class taking the story from an eerie sketch of the skull beneath English pastoral skin to an explicit meditation on the double edges of disinterring the past, specifically who decides what the transcendence of time is worth and who foots the bill. It can be mistaken for a purely material question. Aristocratically cash-strapped and as tone-deaf to transcendence as to manners, Squire Richards (Pip Torrens) would be the first to admit he's only called in an old school favor from the Fitzwilliam because his inheritance of antiquities might have something in it to bail out the stately crumbling home. "Never really my thing, standing in a field, grubbing about in the past. One wants to get oneself out there, don't you think? Get a bit of life." Fortunately for that piece of breathtaking tactlessness, Fanshawe came prepared to be condescended to, his archaeological credentials carefully organized to offset his grammar-school accents and implicitly junior standing, packed off to the countryside to investigate a miscellany of Crimean souvenirs and unremarkable Roman ware. He was not braced to discover a double of sorts in the amateur figure of F. D. Baxter (Simon Linnell), the village antiquary still remembered suspiciously for the macabre chime of his death with the obsessions which preceded it. "Fancied himself an archaeologist, like yourself . . . Used to be very bothered with ransacking and rummaging all the history of the place." To be classed with a half-educated watchmaker predictably flicks his defenses, but Fanshawe seems nevertheless to feel some sympathy for this ill-reputed character whose notes led unerringly to worthwhile finds—the kind of professional half-life he might have had to settle for himself, a pre-war stratified generation or two ago. Besides, Baxter was just as transfixed by that mysterious apparition of an abbey, judging from the beautiful, precisely drawn elevation that Fanshawe finds among his papers, complete in every corbel and tracery and dated to 1926 when the squire and the less eccentric evidence of his senses assure him that nothing remains but the cold little scatter of stones that he cycles out to inspect by the rime-glint of afternoon, looking as he paces the dimensions of its absence in his fallow windbreaker and the overcast of his own breath at once tougher and more contemplative, on his own ground for once instead of the back foot of his diligent, tiresome job. His fingers move over a half-buried, moss-crisped stone as if its lost architecture were held like amber within it. Even an inexplicable wave of panic after a puncture at the wooded top of the locally named Gallows Hill can't dim his fascination with the site and the brass-bound binoculars which seem to pierce time to show him more than any survey or excavation or illustration ever could, the past itself, not its denuded, disarticulated remains. Reflections from the Dead: An Archaeological Journey into the Dark Ages, reads the title of the manuscript he brought to edit in his spare time. He looked, too, through the eyes of that curious, earth-browned skull-mask that came, like the binoculars, out of Baxter's collection: "Some of it is pretty bizarre." Of course, there all his troubles began.

James reserves this fact for the punch line of "A View from a Hill" (1925), the ickily logical explanation for the optical disillusion by which placid scenery may become a deep-soaked site of violence. The teleplay drops it square in the middle of its 40 minutes, a night-flashed miniature of folk horror narrated by the aged, watchful manservant Patten (David Burke) with masterful suggestion. "My father served on the inquest. They returned a verdict of unsound mind." Frustrated with the human limits of fieldwork and too much alone with the tools of his trade, Baxter is locally averred to have taught himself as much necromancy as archaeology when he rendered the bones of the dead of Gallows Hill in order to paint the lenses of his field glasses into ghost-sight, an optical coating of the unlaid past. His rain-caped figure sketching on an autumnal hillside would be a study in the picturesque except for the feverish avidity of drawing a dead building from life, the success of his spectral optics which merely conceal the grisliness of their cruder predecessor, the freshly unearthed front of a skull. Harness does not have him cry as in the original story, "Do you want to look through a dead man's eyes?" but visualizes the line until we wonder even whether it accounts for the accuracy of the unexcavated sites left behind in his notes, a sort of ground-penetrating radar of the dead. Or he had a real feel for the tracks of time in the land, for all the good it eventually did him: "What," the squire greets the payoff with meta-modern skepticism, obviously not the target audience for antiquarian ghost stories, "the hanged men came for Baxter because they didn't like their bones being boiled?" Fanshawe for whose benefit this ghoulish moral was actually exhumed doesn't commit himself that far. "It's an interesting story." Relocating it complicates him as a protagonist, but not beyond what either Jamesian canon or extra-diegetic relevance will bear. By the time he brings the binoculars back to the sun-whitened field where the abbey waits under its accretion of centuries, he knows too much to be doing it. Not only has he heard the story of their ill-fated creation, he's seen the drawings that support it, even experienced a dreamlike encounter in the bathroom of all places where the water swirled as cloudily as leached bone and the face flickering like a bad film behind its skull's visor belonged to a pale and crow-picked Baxter. As if their stolen second sight were as much of a beacon as the torch he flashed wildly around in the restless dusk, Patten attributed his terrifying sense of woodland surveillance to his possession of "those glasses." It makes any idea of using them feel intolerably foolhardy of Fanshawe, but more importantly it makes him complicit. Despite its cadaverous viewing conditions, Fulnaker Abbey is not an inherently cursed or haunted space: its eeriness lies in its parallax of time, the reality of its stalls and tapers in the twelfth century as much as its weather-gnawed foundations in the twentieth in one of those simultaneities that so trouble the tranquil illusion of a present. To anyone with a care for the fragility of history, especially a keen and vulnerable medievalist like Fanshawe, its opening into the same three mundane dimensions as a contemporary church is a miracle. For the first time as it assembles itself through the resolving blur of the binoculars, we hear him laugh in unguarded delight. None of its consecrated grandeur is accessible without the desecration of much less sanctified bodies, the poachers and other criminals who fed the vanished gibbet of Gallows Hill and were planted thick around it as the trees that hid their graves over the years until a clever watchmaker decided that their peaceful rest mattered less than the knowledge that could be extracted from their decayed state. It happened to generate a haunting—a pocket timeslip constructed without the consent of the dead who would power it, everyone's just lucky they stayed quiescent until attracted by the use of the device again—but it would not have been less exploitative had Baxter done his grave-robbing and corpse-boiling with supernatural impunity. No matter how gorgeous the temporally split vision from which Fanshawe begins to draft his own interior views, it's a validation of that gruesome disrespect and it's no wonder the dead lose no time doing him the same honors as the man who bound them to enable it.

Directed by Luke Watson for BBC Four, A View from a Hill is inevitably its own artifact of past time. The crucial, permeable landscape—Herefordshire in the original, the BBC could afford the Thames Valley—is capably photographed at a time of year that does most of its own desaturation and DP Chris Goodger takes visible care to work with the uncanniness of absence and daylight, but the prevalence of handheld fast cutting risks the conscious homage of the mood and the digital texture is slicker than 16 mm even without the stuttering crash zoom that ends in a superfluous jump scare; it does better with small reminders of disquiet like a red kite hovering for something to scavenge or the sketch of a burial that looks like a dance macabre. The score by Andy Price and Harry Escott comes out at moments of thinned time and otherwise leaves the soundscape to the cries and rustles of the natural world and the dry hollow of breath that denotes the presence of the dead. Fulnaker Abbey was confected from select views of the neo-Gothic St Michael's in Farnborough and Fanshawe's doctoral thesis sampled ironically from a passage of Philip Rahtz: The gravestones are indeed documents in stone, and we do not need to excavate them, except perhaps to uncover parts of the inscription that have become overgrown or buried . . . As a three-and-a-half-hander, the teleplay shines. Letheren's mix of prickliness and earnestness makes him an effective and unusual anchor for its warning to the heedless; even if that final explosion of wings in the brush is as natural as it sounds, Fanshawe will never again take for granted a truly dead past, nor his own right to pick through it as though it had no say in the matter. Taciturn except when essentially summarizing the original James, Burke avoids infodump through little more than the implication that Patten keeps as much to himself as he relates, while Torrens in tweed plus-fours and a total indifference to intellectual pursuits more than occasionally suggests a sort of rusticated Bertie Wooster, making his odd expression of insight or concern worth taking note of. Linnell as the fatally inventive Baxter is a shadowy cameo with a spectral chaser, but his absorbed, owlish face gives him a weird sympathy, as if it never did occur to him how far out of reason he had reached into history. "Always had some project on the go or something. And pretty much the last job he did was finishing off those glasses you took." It is characteristic of James as a troubler of landscape and smart of the teleplay not to tamper with his decision to make the danger of their use entirely homegrown. Who needs the exoticism of a mummy's curse when the hard times of old England are still buried so shallowly?

I seem to have blown the timing by watching this ghost story for the solstice rather than Christmas, but it's readily available including on the Internet Archive and it suited a longest night as well as somewhat unexpectedly my own interests. I might have trimmed a few seconds of its woodland, but not its attention to the unobjectified dead. With all his acknowledged influence from James, I can't believe John Bellairs never inflicted a pair of haunted binoculars on one of his series protagonists—a dead man's likeness transferred through his stolen eyes is close but no necromantic banana. This project brought to you by my last backers at Patreon.

Sneak’s Computing Adventures

Dec. 21st, 2025 07:45 am
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Sneak: with (a lot of) my friend Leaf’s help, I’ve gotten our new computer working better!

WHY DO COMPOOTER GUTS GLOW? WHY DO? DISAPPROVAL! )

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Dec. 21st, 2025 03:06 am
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It's landing on a weekend this year, and it makes sense to do it tonight, so here we go, I'm doing a proper solstice.

(That means not sleeping until the sun returns. Ideally also having a candle burning while I do --giving the sun a beacon to look for!)

My day had bells and then hanging out with Tuesday for the afternoon, since ke was briefly in town. When ker parents came to pick kem up, we had a lovely 15-20 minutes chatting at and about my bookshelf. It felt very good, to get that kind of approval (even if it's not something I would need).

In the evening, after I fed the cat, I slunk around the block to [personal profile] verdantry's house for their and Greg's solstice party. It was small and cozy and chill. I drank mulled cider, and ate plum pudding, and had a really lovely quiet time laughing and joking and enjoying listening to the inside-baseball talk of SCD adventures. Sometimes when it's not your circus it's really enjoyable to just watch the monkeys!

Around midnight, Greg gave, in essence, a toast. It boiled down to "Community Is Good", my political stance these past some years. Community _is_ good. People are the thing that make all the rest of this worthwhile.

I hope you have people to hold you up until the sun returns. I love you! <3

~Sor
MOOP!

It's only eight, right?

Dec. 20th, 2025 10:32 pm
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[personal profile] sovay
Tonight in the basement of the Harvard Book Store where the part of the HVAC which replaced the original location of mysteries and crime makes enough industrial noise for me to wear earplugs while browsing, I gestured a choice of directions at a T-junction of shelves to a woman laden with bags in both hands who responded in an immediate tone of cheerful accusation, "You're half a man," and then before I could say anything and see which way she reacted, "Half and half. Cream. I'm just kidding," on which she turned around and left the way she came. Happy Saturday before Christmas?
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One of the much-hyped Netflix movies this week is "10Dance," a based-on-manga rivals to lovers story centered around ballroom dancing. That's not a sport/art form that I like very much. Possibly it's because things have to be so both standardized and to some extent rigid to be scored in competitions that it doesn't look fun to me, and I think dancing should be joyful. But a lot of people do it, so they must find it worthwhile. There have been many interviews and behind the scenes clips as part of the promotion time. The subject line was something one of the leads said. (Ryoma Takeuchi) (Takeuchi is the family name there. I think it should probably be first?). The actors portraying dancers spent a year learning to dance in the standard/Latin ballrooms styles. I don't know what that means - lessons once a week while working on other projects? Way more? During the actual filming time, each of the two male leads had an exercise/warmup regimen (not the same one). I guess the point of it being "our own sweat" was that it wasn't something put on by the makeup people to make it look like they were working hard. They *were* working hard.
One of the behind-the-scenes videos * showed them learning in a room full of other dancers and then being coached during the shooting period. I thought of the "No dames" dance sequence from "Hail Caesar. There is footage of Channing Tatum duplicating the moves of his instructor. start at about 0:26
https://youtu.be/IbIyenSh8fg?si=QsrNsY-opPPDQVLL

I had a brief flash of the grandmother teaching the leads in "Strictly Ballroom" (1992. around the time the leads of 10Dance were born).
https://youtu.be/B4Us9Mq7GIc?si=vKrbiiBrO9ORcOhF

* This is some of filming stuff interspersed with interview footage. I can't find it with English subtitles. It was interesting to me to think about how critical the camera angles must have been - all those extra people and equipment in a room made to look like a luxurious dance studio, which means a lot of mirrors to deal with.
https://youtu.be/FWb_yeUuGu4?si=hupXq0juH9A5hTxk
After watching some of these things I spent a little while goofing with Duolingo Japanese, but then suddenly it wanted me to type the answers. In Korean and Ukrainian I use a word bank but that didn't seem to be an option for Duo Japanese. I'm not interested enough that I would add another alphabet to my phone or learn one of the three ways to spell in Japanese.
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I'm not great at knowing when to quit. I'm stubborn and loyal and I actively try to think the best of people. I try to work out problems or let things blow over. I try to let bygones be bygones, etc. But I've cut people off before when they've reached that line in the sand. This far, and no farther! I sometimes only know the line when I've found it.

With my high school friend Laura, I cut her off when I came out. She had a history of saying racist and homophobic things and I said no more. I wrote her an email and stopped talking to her.

Sadly with my jobs I put up with with too much, but that is a story for another day. Mainly I did not feel safe to just up and quit, which was what I should have done.

With a roommate who had already been stealing money, I finally confronted her, and actually yelled, when I found out she stole medication from me and tried to hide it. Like money is one thing but messing with medication is potentially deadly. I've yelled very few times in my adult life.

With a girlfriend, it was a nasty comment about the teenager she lived with, wishing harm or death or something. I just shut down and stopped investing in the relationship. I broke up with her via text message.

With my brother Nik, the final straw has been laid, the line in the sand is drawn. He lied to my best friend [personal profile] jesse_the_k. I've burned through the worst of my anger and now I'm just calm. I've decided that I'm done.

one way or another

Dec. 20th, 2025 03:45 pm
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Hurrah! The Strictly winners are Karen Carney & Carlos Gu! Keeeeep dancing!

Beyond ā€œGoodā€ Art

Dec. 20th, 2025 07:44 am
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Rogan: seven years ago, [personal profile] armaina wrote about how someone’s artistic goal may not be “getting good,” and it’s been living rent free in my head ever since, because it was such a radical concept to me.

on the power of sucking exuberantly )

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