A backwards human nature...thats mine
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sorcyressI wrote this a couple days ago, and...I dunno. I like the fact that it falls back into the My Perspective section of my life. I haven't been writing nearly enough of that stuff.
I've been thinking a lot about this whole romance/ love/ lust/ relationships/ etc thing. I learned a few VERY important facts at camp, including one of the many signals my heart gives me. The one I learned was WANT which is said very loudly in a purely emotional form when I see someone I have a very deep crush on. It doesn't exactly have any semblense of what my heart wants from the person, it just knows that it wants them. Usually my brain can send a couple of negotiaters down to my heart and they have a long, but very quick talk about exactly how much I can stare adoringly at the object of desire and not make it look like I'm staring at them. When they're in my line of sight of what I'm SUPPOSED to be watching, this is easy. When they're not...Harder.
Another thing my brain gleefully pointed out to me once it figured out that I was in a much more rational state of mind then usual is that I most certainly can't have a crush on someone who doesn't do hugs. Hugs are good.
I hope you're paying enough attention to that so that you'll get off my back about you're bro Coco...
Sorry...memory laspe...90% of my camp friends DON'T read my journal...have to remember that...
In other news, I'm definently likeing the idea of this whole bisexual/lesbian concept since lately, every boy I know is dumb. And fairly annoying. Either that, or they're much to far away from me to make it worth my while to have a relationship with them. It's not that I'm a man-hater, as much as guys my age are horny and...annoying? That works, since I try to avoid using too many bad words in my journal, especially when making generalizations. And my age is all teenagers I would think.
Anyway, I'm back to being proudly single, something which I haven't REALLY been in some time. Independent is a hard stage to reach. Very hard really, it's one of humans most natural instincts to find a mate and make small babies to keep the race going. Luckily, I have little to no interest in actually being one of those to blame for keeping the race going for some time now. Actually, I don't think we actually need to breed for probably a good 20 to 30 years from now.
Hmmm....*very evil grin*
Now THERE'S an idea. If the human race stopped popping out babies for the next 20ish years, (basically until all the current babies are old enough to have their own) then we would stop populating the Earth for a time, which would lead to a decrease in people straining her rescorces.
Pity that THAT'S not happening. *sigh* Oh well. Maybe my next grandly evil idea will be more conceivable.
See, I'm crazy. I'm all for things that stop more babies being born. vasectomies, tying tubes, birth control, abortion (touchy subject, not entierly sure where I sit on this one, pro-choice definently but not entierly sure how I morally feel about them.) homosexual couples(yes I relize that not all homosexual couples DON'T want children, but it makes it a tad harder...well, ok, so it really doesn't. I'm still all for it.), better sex ed in school, handing out birth control in school so that at least if these people are haveing sex in the first place, their not making babies at the same time.
Keep in mind that I'm not for things that KILL people (with the exception of maybe abortions) bombs, mass murderers, seriel killers, etc. I'm just like keeping babies from being born, or better yet, conceived in the first place.
OThats all for now.
~Sorceress
MOOP!
Original Tags: read-the-sorkin-manual, when-i-rule-the-world, relationships, moop!, thoughtstream, wyo, sexuality
I've been thinking a lot about this whole romance/ love/ lust/ relationships/ etc thing. I learned a few VERY important facts at camp, including one of the many signals my heart gives me. The one I learned was WANT which is said very loudly in a purely emotional form when I see someone I have a very deep crush on. It doesn't exactly have any semblense of what my heart wants from the person, it just knows that it wants them. Usually my brain can send a couple of negotiaters down to my heart and they have a long, but very quick talk about exactly how much I can stare adoringly at the object of desire and not make it look like I'm staring at them. When they're in my line of sight of what I'm SUPPOSED to be watching, this is easy. When they're not...Harder.
Another thing my brain gleefully pointed out to me once it figured out that I was in a much more rational state of mind then usual is that I most certainly can't have a crush on someone who doesn't do hugs. Hugs are good.
I hope you're paying enough attention to that so that you'll get off my back about you're bro Coco...
Sorry...memory laspe...90% of my camp friends DON'T read my journal...have to remember that...
In other news, I'm definently likeing the idea of this whole bisexual/lesbian concept since lately, every boy I know is dumb. And fairly annoying. Either that, or they're much to far away from me to make it worth my while to have a relationship with them. It's not that I'm a man-hater, as much as guys my age are horny and...annoying? That works, since I try to avoid using too many bad words in my journal, especially when making generalizations. And my age is all teenagers I would think.
Anyway, I'm back to being proudly single, something which I haven't REALLY been in some time. Independent is a hard stage to reach. Very hard really, it's one of humans most natural instincts to find a mate and make small babies to keep the race going. Luckily, I have little to no interest in actually being one of those to blame for keeping the race going for some time now. Actually, I don't think we actually need to breed for probably a good 20 to 30 years from now.
Hmmm....*very evil grin*
Now THERE'S an idea. If the human race stopped popping out babies for the next 20ish years, (basically until all the current babies are old enough to have their own) then we would stop populating the Earth for a time, which would lead to a decrease in people straining her rescorces.
Pity that THAT'S not happening. *sigh* Oh well. Maybe my next grandly evil idea will be more conceivable.
See, I'm crazy. I'm all for things that stop more babies being born. vasectomies, tying tubes, birth control, abortion (touchy subject, not entierly sure where I sit on this one, pro-choice definently but not entierly sure how I morally feel about them.) homosexual couples(yes I relize that not all homosexual couples DON'T want children, but it makes it a tad harder...well, ok, so it really doesn't. I'm still all for it.), better sex ed in school, handing out birth control in school so that at least if these people are haveing sex in the first place, their not making babies at the same time.
Keep in mind that I'm not for things that KILL people (with the exception of maybe abortions) bombs, mass murderers, seriel killers, etc. I'm just like keeping babies from being born, or better yet, conceived in the first place.
OThats all for now.
~Sorceress
MOOP!
Original Tags: read-the-sorkin-manual, when-i-rule-the-world, relationships, moop!, thoughtstream, wyo, sexuality
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