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Jun. 2nd, 2004
My Mood, part one
Jun. 2nd, 2004 03:14 pmContent Warning: Weight talk
I have just been flattered left right and sideways recently.
I have been called "one cool freeshman", adopted by two different most awesome people as a younger sister, and (even though I'm incredibly tiny this makes me inexplicably happy) had a guy guess my weight at 20-30 lbs under what I actually weigh.
(For the record, there is no way on the face of the planet I weigh 90 pounds, although it's amazingly flattering for someone to think so...although...I don't look anorexic, do I? hmm...)
Adding to this, I've gotten to play with three different georgeous guys hair, and one georgeous girl (giving them hairwraps), had an easy time of it in school, and been told I should think about starting an advice collum (how the heck do you spell that?)
Yeah. Life is pretty darn good right now.
Except for the fact that...
Original Tags: cloneconvo-fin, jernie, body issues, body, tagged, gods-we-are-sickening-aren't-we?, rlife, cloneconvo, boe, body image
I have just been flattered left right and sideways recently.
I have been called "one cool freeshman", adopted by two different most awesome people as a younger sister, and (even though I'm incredibly tiny this makes me inexplicably happy) had a guy guess my weight at 20-30 lbs under what I actually weigh.
(For the record, there is no way on the face of the planet I weigh 90 pounds, although it's amazingly flattering for someone to think so...although...I don't look anorexic, do I? hmm...)
Adding to this, I've gotten to play with three different georgeous guys hair, and one georgeous girl (giving them hairwraps), had an easy time of it in school, and been told I should think about starting an advice collum (how the heck do you spell that?)
Yeah. Life is pretty darn good right now.
Except for the fact that...
Original Tags: cloneconvo-fin, jernie, body issues, body, tagged, gods-we-are-sickening-aren't-we?, rlife, cloneconvo, boe, body image
THE SENIORS HAVE NOW OFFICIALLY GRADUATED MEANING I MAY NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN!!! EVER!!!!
Ok, so thats blatently untrue, but I certainly won't see them as often and that makes me very sad.
To both my seniors:
I love the two of you most dearly, and if you get out of touch I will be forced to find you and start leaving threatining notes in your room.
Hugs and Kisses and Love to the two of you!
(((And how dare you leave...*sniffle*)))
Original Tags: fish, rlife, graduation
Ok, so thats blatently untrue, but I certainly won't see them as often and that makes me very sad.
To both my seniors:
I love the two of you most dearly, and if you get out of touch I will be forced to find you and start leaving threatining notes in your room.
Hugs and Kisses and Love to the two of you!
(((And how dare you leave...*sniffle*)))
Original Tags: fish, rlife, graduation
So thats basically what my mood has been fluctuating from. I am incredibly cheerful and happy until I recall that the seniors are leaving at which point I get depressed until something happens to make me happy again, in which I get cheerful, etc, etc.
As to why I'm doing this in three seperate posts, it's because I don't have a mood icon to convay both my moods.
Yeah, but you're doing three posts
Yes, thats because I have three parts to me right now, happy, sad, and ration-hey!! Who the heck are you?
You.
Oh yeah...I knew I should have payed more attention when RAKA went away... I'm assuming you're the same oddly italisized other self of mine who showed up during that chat with Rohan?
Exactly. Now get back to posting.
Yessum!
And in other news, I have begun to talk to myself even more then usual!!
God my life is screwed up. *Grin*
~Sorceress/Kat
MOOP!
Postscript: My mood is quixotic since thats a cool looking word and I have no clue what it means! Woo!!
Original Tags: selfchat, rlife, cloneconvo
As to why I'm doing this in three seperate posts, it's because I don't have a mood icon to convay both my moods.
Yeah, but you're doing three posts
Yes, thats because I have three parts to me right now, happy, sad, and ration-hey!! Who the heck are you?
You.
Oh yeah...I knew I should have payed more attention when RAKA went away... I'm assuming you're the same oddly italisized other self of mine who showed up during that chat with Rohan?
Exactly. Now get back to posting.
Yessum!
And in other news, I have begun to talk to myself even more then usual!!
God my life is screwed up. *Grin*
~Sorceress/Kat
MOOP!
Postscript: My mood is quixotic since thats a cool looking word and I have no clue what it means! Woo!!
Original Tags: selfchat, rlife, cloneconvo
Time to go off on a tangent...
Jun. 2nd, 2004 07:10 pm(((This is a tangent post, meaning I'm liable to get started and just type, and not keep on any one topic.)))
It was pointed out to me recently that I'm growing up, and thats part of why I'm changing so much.
And thats very true.
The problem is, I'm growing in a completely different direction from my friends. And yet...I grow not at all.
I am still very very young at heart. I find great joy in rollar coasters and swingsets...
I love swings. I just swing and swing and swing, as high as I possibly can.
'Course, I can't do that anymore, not when the groups around, 'cause of all that synchrononity crap.
I am much younger at heart then the rest of the group. But at the same time, I'm terribly older. I do not understand their games, their customs, their wants and desires. It is almost as though I have been completely removed from their group. Abducted, and then had my brain washed out of their ideas and let sit, to grow ideas of my own.
I can remeber a time when I was on the same wavelength as they. When all I wanted was to be held and hugged, kissed and cuddled.
I still like hugs. A lot. Kind of a way to say "I love you" to someone without just saying it and getting funny looks.
I love you is a funny little phrase. I can remember one time with Veronica when I told her I loved her, but not in a romantic way. It was just the two of us, and it was almost embaressing to admit to my friend that I loved them. That was a long time ago.
Nowadays, I love everyone, and tell them so! If someone does something I like a lot, I will grin and say something along the lines of "I love you so much."
And they will grin and usually agree, by stating that they love me as well. Or, if their a senior techie with an ego to rival Zaphods, they'll simply smile and say "I love me too."
Oh wait. Forgot. He's gone now. Graduated. Dammit.
Damm you.
Couldn't wait another year? *sigh*
no, you really couldn't. You've got collage and all that entails. at least I have ways to keep in touch with you.
*double sigh*
Next year is going to be quieter, not as much fun. Of course, I'm going to say that every year. Senior years going to be the worst. I'll be going somewhere where I don't know anyone, and I'll be leaving three years of friends behind.
Dammit, I miss the seniors. It's been a week and I hate it.
I'm not sure I relized how centrally dependent I was on them 'til they left.
Of course, what I'm really dependent on is hugs. I like them. a lot. They're what keep me going.
It's hard to not hug people. Especially when I love them as much as I love you babe. Wife. *sigh*. I rarely meet people who won't always take my hugs. It's amusing to surprise people with hugs though.
A mini I love you.
*sends hugs out to everyone*
~Sorceress/Kat
MOOP!
Original Tags: growing up, relationships, age, unfiled people, fish, friends, cloneconvo, thoughtstream, v, rlife, gendersex, unfiled people-lrhs, tagged, hugs, cuddling
It was pointed out to me recently that I'm growing up, and thats part of why I'm changing so much.
And thats very true.
The problem is, I'm growing in a completely different direction from my friends. And yet...I grow not at all.
I am still very very young at heart. I find great joy in rollar coasters and swingsets...
I love swings. I just swing and swing and swing, as high as I possibly can.
'Course, I can't do that anymore, not when the groups around, 'cause of all that synchrononity crap.
I am much younger at heart then the rest of the group. But at the same time, I'm terribly older. I do not understand their games, their customs, their wants and desires. It is almost as though I have been completely removed from their group. Abducted, and then had my brain washed out of their ideas and let sit, to grow ideas of my own.
I can remeber a time when I was on the same wavelength as they. When all I wanted was to be held and hugged, kissed and cuddled.
I still like hugs. A lot. Kind of a way to say "I love you" to someone without just saying it and getting funny looks.
I love you is a funny little phrase. I can remember one time with Veronica when I told her I loved her, but not in a romantic way. It was just the two of us, and it was almost embaressing to admit to my friend that I loved them. That was a long time ago.
Nowadays, I love everyone, and tell them so! If someone does something I like a lot, I will grin and say something along the lines of "I love you so much."
And they will grin and usually agree, by stating that they love me as well. Or, if their a senior techie with an ego to rival Zaphods, they'll simply smile and say "I love me too."
Oh wait. Forgot. He's gone now. Graduated. Dammit.
Damm you.
Couldn't wait another year? *sigh*
no, you really couldn't. You've got collage and all that entails. at least I have ways to keep in touch with you.
*double sigh*
Next year is going to be quieter, not as much fun. Of course, I'm going to say that every year. Senior years going to be the worst. I'll be going somewhere where I don't know anyone, and I'll be leaving three years of friends behind.
Dammit, I miss the seniors. It's been a week and I hate it.
I'm not sure I relized how centrally dependent I was on them 'til they left.
Of course, what I'm really dependent on is hugs. I like them. a lot. They're what keep me going.
It's hard to not hug people. Especially when I love them as much as I love you babe. Wife. *sigh*. I rarely meet people who won't always take my hugs. It's amusing to surprise people with hugs though.
A mini I love you.
*sends hugs out to everyone*
~Sorceress/Kat
MOOP!
Original Tags: growing up, relationships, age, unfiled people, fish, friends, cloneconvo, thoughtstream, v, rlife, gendersex, unfiled people-lrhs, tagged, hugs, cuddling
It's a sign...
Jun. 2nd, 2004 07:35 pm42 is the answer. MOOP! is my 42ed most used word. Coincidence? I think not...
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~Sorceress/Kat
MOOP!
Original Tags: memage-program, memage, cloneconvo
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~Sorceress/Kat
MOOP!
Original Tags: memage-program, memage, cloneconvo
Advice column
Jun. 2nd, 2004 07:39 pmSo...write in in a comment if you want me to give you some advice.
Questions can be serious or silly, realistic or fanciful.
I'll give you an answer. I can't guarentee how well I'll do. If I can't answer a question, I WILL tell you.
Give it a shot. I'll answer anything. (((With the exception of terribly perverted questions that will get deleted immediately)))
~Sorceress/Kat
MOOP!
Original Tagss: cloneconvo, advice
Questions can be serious or silly, realistic or fanciful.
I'll give you an answer. I can't guarentee how well I'll do. If I can't answer a question, I WILL tell you.
Give it a shot. I'll answer anything. (((With the exception of terribly perverted questions that will get deleted immediately)))
~Sorceress/Kat
MOOP!
Original Tagss: cloneconvo, advice