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May. 14th, 2019 02:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sorcyressMonday Accomplishments:
Work:
*The usual, but slightly less so than normal, because we're on the slow slide down into "almost finals". Also I was ten minutes late because I couldn't get my brain to fucking leave the house.
Dance:
*Ran half of the intermediate class, as a candidate class practice lesson. I think it went reasonably well? The covering looked really nice between the sets, and that's what I was hyperfocusing my lesson on because the dance was dead simple.
*Also danced for all of Laura's lesson. Then I briefed a dance. Then I _went home_.
Body:
*nnn.
*But I did like actually eat dinner, too. That part's good.
Personal:
*Still somehow managing to keep writing my words. Pleased about it.
*Didn't write my accomplishments post for yesterday, but I'm doing it right now, and that's okay. Even if it's because I'm being avodant towards other things I should do, it's still okay.
Therapy:
*Had a brief but awful breakdown inspired by a lot of things. Even as I was beginning it, fully recognized "this is because I am very hungry" and I ate and cried and then finished eating and was done crying. I like...like that I know how my body works, but also sigh.
*Good honest communication, yay me. With at least two different people, double yay.
*Beginning to recognize and investigate a More Different Path, which will at minimum result in me doing some research, gaining some empathy, and maybe having another few tools for my toolbox.
~Sor
MOOP!
(Note: I think I am planning to do daily accomplishments posts for a whole month, and then let them go. They will probably still be posting for a bit after that, but I won't put any pressure on myself to do or not them.)
Work:
*The usual, but slightly less so than normal, because we're on the slow slide down into "almost finals". Also I was ten minutes late because I couldn't get my brain to fucking leave the house.
Dance:
*Ran half of the intermediate class, as a candidate class practice lesson. I think it went reasonably well? The covering looked really nice between the sets, and that's what I was hyperfocusing my lesson on because the dance was dead simple.
*Also danced for all of Laura's lesson. Then I briefed a dance. Then I _went home_.
Body:
*nnn.
*But I did like actually eat dinner, too. That part's good.
Personal:
*Still somehow managing to keep writing my words. Pleased about it.
*Didn't write my accomplishments post for yesterday, but I'm doing it right now, and that's okay. Even if it's because I'm being avodant towards other things I should do, it's still okay.
Therapy:
*Had a brief but awful breakdown inspired by a lot of things. Even as I was beginning it, fully recognized "this is because I am very hungry" and I ate and cried and then finished eating and was done crying. I like...like that I know how my body works, but also sigh.
*Good honest communication, yay me. With at least two different people, double yay.
*Beginning to recognize and investigate a More Different Path, which will at minimum result in me doing some research, gaining some empathy, and maybe having another few tools for my toolbox.
~Sor
MOOP!
(Note: I think I am planning to do daily accomplishments posts for a whole month, and then let them go. They will probably still be posting for a bit after that, but I won't put any pressure on myself to do or not them.)