[Therapy] Six Word Horror Stories
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sorcyressTrigger Warning: Mentions of emotional, sexual abuse
Six word story:
"You broke me to fix yourself".
holy
fucking
shit
_holy_
_fucking_
_shit_
I didn't know there was a six word version of my relationship with my rapist. And the part that hurts the most is that it _isn't true_ because if it was true, I might've even been able to twist it all so that it was worth it. It doesn't matter that I bled myself dry for them, but it pains me that there wasn't even a benefit to doing so.
It's been...how long? It's been six and a half years since they and I broke up. It's been...hum. February senior year, three years and four months since the last time I saw them.
The longer I survive, the farther I get from the damage. Goddess grant me my scars, they mean I healed.
But I still think some days I'd prefer to not have any scars at all.
~Sor
MOOP!
Trigger Warnings go both ways: emotional, sexual abuse.
Six word story:
"You broke me to fix yourself".
holy
fucking
shit
_holy_
_fucking_
_shit_
I didn't know there was a six word version of my relationship with my rapist. And the part that hurts the most is that it _isn't true_ because if it was true, I might've even been able to twist it all so that it was worth it. It doesn't matter that I bled myself dry for them, but it pains me that there wasn't even a benefit to doing so.
It's been...how long? It's been six and a half years since they and I broke up. It's been...hum. February senior year, three years and four months since the last time I saw them.
The longer I survive, the farther I get from the damage. Goddess grant me my scars, they mean I healed.
But I still think some days I'd prefer to not have any scars at all.
~Sor
MOOP!
Trigger Warnings go both ways: emotional, sexual abuse.
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on 2014-07-01 12:53 pm (UTC)On the other hand, I feel like if you could rationalize it as being "worth it", that would have made healing slower or more difficult. Does that make sense in your head, or just in mine?