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Jun. 7th, 2006 08:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Remember how I was squeeing about getting something awesome at a recent garage sale?

Yes. Ich bin eine...wench. >.> <.<
I wonder what saucy tart equals auf Deutsch...
In other news...
FUCK YOU TOO, WORLD!
Honestly, everything at once. It SUCKS. Tess* is being put down tomorrow, certain things about my immediate life that I don't feel like sharing suck ass, I'm tired of many people, other things about my immediate life suck ass, finals are coming up, I've no clue where I'm going to go, or even if I'm going to get into college, and my room is a wreck. Nevermind that it's 'clean'. It's a wreck.
*sighs angrily* Self hate, y'know? It's when everything is ALL YOUR FAULT and you're so far down in the pit that you've not even a semblence of a clue of how to get back out.
In other news, I have some copydrawing/sketching/pictures in general for you.
Or, I would, but Dmitri isn't cooperating. Actually, it's not Dimi's fault. It's the internet connection --I think that the second you get more then one computer online at the same time, Dmitri slows waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay down. As in, non-functional slow.
Sooo...I'll have to save the CopyDrawing I did of Morpheus and the pic I've got of Mirian and Lional Colonial Tobias for later. Yeah. *sighs*
I think that's all. Drain bamage, and all that.
~Sor
MOOP!
*Tess is our eighteenish year old cat. I like her quite a bit, even if she is sinfully shy, and...well yeah. Losing pets bites, especially when they're pets that have been in your life...since before you were.

Yes. Ich bin eine...wench. >.> <.<
I wonder what saucy tart equals auf Deutsch...
In other news...
FUCK YOU TOO, WORLD!
Honestly, everything at once. It SUCKS. Tess* is being put down tomorrow, certain things about my immediate life that I don't feel like sharing suck ass, I'm tired of many people, other things about my immediate life suck ass, finals are coming up, I've no clue where I'm going to go, or even if I'm going to get into college, and my room is a wreck. Nevermind that it's 'clean'. It's a wreck.
*sighs angrily* Self hate, y'know? It's when everything is ALL YOUR FAULT and you're so far down in the pit that you've not even a semblence of a clue of how to get back out.
In other news, I have some copydrawing/sketching/pictures in general for you.
Or, I would, but Dmitri isn't cooperating. Actually, it's not Dimi's fault. It's the internet connection --I think that the second you get more then one computer online at the same time, Dmitri slows waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay down. As in, non-functional slow.
Sooo...I'll have to save the CopyDrawing I did of Morpheus and the pic I've got of Mirian and Lional Colonial Tobias for later. Yeah. *sighs*
I think that's all. Drain bamage, and all that.
~Sor
MOOP!
*Tess is our eighteenish year old cat. I like her quite a bit, even if she is sinfully shy, and...well yeah. Losing pets bites, especially when they're pets that have been in your life...since before you were.
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on 2006-06-08 12:56 am (UTC)no subject
on 2006-06-08 01:30 am (UTC)As for things sucking in general, try to divide the big problems into smaller ones and solve those. One step at a time, darling.
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on 2006-06-08 01:00 am (UTC)if it helps, i can take you swing dancing on (probably) any monday you chose this summer
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on 2006-06-08 01:00 am (UTC)All these from LEO (http://dict.leo.org/). Yay LEO! Loss of Electrons is Oxidation!
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on 2006-06-08 01:30 am (UTC)*hugs* I'm really sorry. You have my sympathies and empathies, should you want them.
And you are quite the wench.
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on 2006-06-08 01:42 am (UTC)and good grief, take the SATs. this is your life. either you manage it, or you lose it.
sorry if this is harsh.
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on 2006-06-08 03:44 am (UTC)And I'm REALLY sorry that you're having to go through one of the most sucktastic of things life has to dish up: losing a pet. It hurts more than it has any right to. But totally worth it in the long run. Hang in there, you have my most total sympathies.
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on 2006-06-08 12:15 pm (UTC)Please accept my hugs about Tess. I know how hard this can be and we are here for you if you need us.
As for the SATs well, as I recall, they weren't terrible and while the entire process of figuring out where to go/what to do can be challenging at best, you have tons of people who can help or at least be sounding boards so it doesn't have to be too daunting.
As for self hate, I can only hope that you on some level realize how incredibly self-possessed, intelligent, caring, and wonderful you are. You are well-loved.
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on 2006-06-08 03:31 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2006-06-08 03:37 pm (UTC)YOu should take your SATs soon, unlike me who didn't, because after that first time you'll feel so much better about all the college stuff you have to get done. Even if you fail terribly the fact that you took it helps alot.
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on 2006-06-08 04:30 pm (UTC)Quickly: That is, indeed, awesome. Sorry to hear the world is throwing lots of crap at you at once. Should be back online a lot in another day or two if you want to talk about any of it. I'm sure you'll get into college. Sounds like maybe you should try disabling local networking stuff if you're not actively using it? Could be the issue.
Gotta run...late to open the theater...open dress at 8:30 tonight!!
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on 2006-06-08 10:16 pm (UTC)I'd like to talk, though not nessecarily about all of life. You're just cool, after all.
I'll have to force you to help me fiddle out my computer issues, if that's feasible. Danke in advance.
~Sor