The first of the Yellow Notebook Pieces
Jun. 13th, 2004 05:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sorcyressRecently, during school, I've been writing short little philisophical pieces. (And when I say during school, I don't mean during class, I mean when I'm done with my work and during Lunch) Some of them have turned out fairly well, so I guess I'll share them with you lot.
(A/N: This is a rather short little piece, but it's one of those ones that help me understand myself better. Also, I added a lot to this when typing it, it's now much less whiny and self-hating.)
(Commentary provided by me, your better half. You are not!!)
One reason I've never been all that interested in boys is that they've never been all that interested in me. I've had my fair share of crushes on people, but they've rarely been reciprocated and never been acted upon, partly because I have no interest in being in a relationship, and partly because I don't nessecarily make myself all that appealing to boys. I don't wear low cut shirts and short skirts (short skirts are of the devil!! Kat!! Sorry.) amd I, in general, don't make myself look all that sexy.
I have been called more or less everything from cute to beautiful (which is, of course, only fitting) but I have never been called sexy. Which is fitting. I'm not a sexy person. I never have been, and I quite possibly never will be. Unfortently (or is that fortunately?), with all to many guys, you need to be sexy to catch their eye. Many guys look first for looks in a girl and then, if she's sexy/really pretty/naive looking *crosses the last one out* then they will hit on her. I mean, talk to her and try to get to know her. (In the biblical sense? *glares. That too.) I don't have guys hitting on me all that often. (Or rather, I don't have strangers hitting on me that often.
My response to all that not hitting on me? Thank BLOODY God.
I think I shall call the little rants writtin in school the yellow notebook rants, since they are writtin in my precious yellow notebook. Hahaha, am I not so witty?
~Sorceress/Kat
Original Tags: sexuality, selfchat, thoughtstream
(A/N: This is a rather short little piece, but it's one of those ones that help me understand myself better. Also, I added a lot to this when typing it, it's now much less whiny and self-hating.)
(Commentary provided by me, your better half. You are not!!)
One reason I've never been all that interested in boys is that they've never been all that interested in me. I've had my fair share of crushes on people, but they've rarely been reciprocated and never been acted upon, partly because I have no interest in being in a relationship, and partly because I don't nessecarily make myself all that appealing to boys. I don't wear low cut shirts and short skirts (short skirts are of the devil!! Kat!! Sorry.) amd I, in general, don't make myself look all that sexy.
I have been called more or less everything from cute to beautiful (which is, of course, only fitting) but I have never been called sexy. Which is fitting. I'm not a sexy person. I never have been, and I quite possibly never will be. Unfortently (or is that fortunately?), with all to many guys, you need to be sexy to catch their eye. Many guys look first for looks in a girl and then, if she's sexy/really pretty/naive looking *crosses the last one out* then they will hit on her. I mean, talk to her and try to get to know her. (In the biblical sense? *glares. That too.) I don't have guys hitting on me all that often. (Or rather, I don't have strangers hitting on me that often.
My response to all that not hitting on me? Thank BLOODY God.
I think I shall call the little rants writtin in school the yellow notebook rants, since they are writtin in my precious yellow notebook. Hahaha, am I not so witty?
~Sorceress/Kat
Original Tags: sexuality, selfchat, thoughtstream
