YYYYYEP. Someone posted about it on Tumblr, and I _cried_ the first time because holy fucking shit there's a name for it.
It occurs to me that this is one thousand percent my problem with bells, and I don't like that, I am dead scared of knowing the things that are wrong with me other than "I am a failure" because I've put a lot of work into this worldview, I don't want to change it. :/
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ninetydegrees
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on 2018-12-31 04:25 am (UTC)It occurs to me that this is one thousand percent my problem with bells, and I don't like that, I am dead scared of knowing the things that are wrong with me other than "I am a failure" because I've put a lot of work into this worldview, I don't want to change it. :/
~Sor