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[sorcyress]

My mind is relatively scattered right now. Whether it's a function of my own tiredness, difficult schedules, being overwhelmed, or a wonky ability to medicate¹, I feel like I want to talk about everything ever in the world, but none of it very much.

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The reminder that jere7my does filksparodies occasionally has led me to spend quite a fascinating amount of time on google, looking for them --I've only got two in my itunes, apparently, and that is simply unacceptable for my longstanding goal of learning absolutely everything about absolutely everyone.

This led to a few attempts as I threw words after his domain name (mp3s, filk, etc) to try and find the folder I knew I'd run into once before, so I could see if there were any in there that I'd forgotten. Glancing at his livejournal profile for unrelated reasons, I found that he's linked it there. Logic has no place in google stalking, apparently.

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I found myself writing a response to Kyu's college advice from ages ago, and reading the comments that had gone along with that post.

It's interesting to find what makes you really Hear a concept. I've been told a dozen times in the last week or two by various loves that expecting perfection and eternal happiness of myself is folly, but it hadn't at all sunk in until I stumbled across shadowcaptain's comment.

"accept the fact that you'll be unhappy -- possibly even really unhappy -- at least some of the time, and forgive yourself for being human."

Thank you, dear. I will try.

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I have to go to class. Maybe I'll write more vignettes later.

~Sor
MOOP!

1: I take ADHD meds as often as I remember, and birth control daily. I should probably shift the time of the birth control (and appropriate alarms) to earlier in the day, such to make it easier to recall the Concerta, but I am less confident of always being awake at any time other than two in the afternoon.

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Re: i am hopelessly biased, of course...

[londo.livejournal.com]

That is fantastic.