My head fills with words but i doubt i'll be able to get many of them out.. mainly because of a sinking feeling of inadequacy of the way you will view them & me...
But the first thing that pops into my head is the fascinating way i'm completely opposite to that.. i fear being alone.. i fear not being in love.. the only fear i have of being in love is getting abused again because i love so helplessly & completely that i never see it coming when the blows strike...
And And And.. i just.. want to connect with you & tell you ... Stuff! *flails* this word thing is not working. Augh.
But i guess the last thing you need in here is an angsty whiny emo comment for your post when all i am trying to do is be supportive but maybe you do not want that from me either...
Soyar. Growing up is a pain. i have absolutely no intentions of ever doing so myself. *nods*
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on 2009-01-22 08:48 pm (UTC)But the first thing that pops into my head is the fascinating way i'm completely opposite to that.. i fear being alone.. i fear not being in love.. the only fear i have of being in love is getting abused again because i love so helplessly & completely that i never see it coming when the blows strike...
And And And.. i just.. want to connect with you & tell you ... Stuff! *flails* this word thing is not working. Augh.
But i guess the last thing you need in here is an angsty
whiny emocomment for your post when all i am trying to do is be supportive but maybe you do not want that from me either...Soyar. Growing up is a pain. i have absolutely no intentions of ever doing so myself. *nods*