...shit.

[sorcyress]

...I recognize this fear.

This does not make it any less. If anything, proximity and circumstance has made it more.

Why can't I save those who need it?

You know what sucks? Waiting. Not knowing. Unsure of what happens next, and desperately needing to know. Being scared that there is nothing you can do.

God. Pain. Pain sucks.

Why did whoever it was who created me make me give a shit about people again? Fucker.

~Sor
MOOP!

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[jarne.livejournal.com]

"Why did whoever it was who created me make me give a shit about people again? Fucker."

Not caring is worse. It leaves you empty and miserable on the inside all of the time. Caring means that you have to go through pain like this sometimes, though. I hope that whatever it is, you get through it. *Hugs*

[leiacat.livejournal.com]

You are cared about, too.

Pain does indeed suck. You have my GoodThoughts of it lessening soonest it can.

[artemisfowl2nd.livejournal.com]

*hugs, again*

Caring for people is a horrible thing. It disables many people daily and it continues to plague us unnoticed.

Yet, as someone else said, not caring is worse. Indifference is a horrible thing, it closes you off to people and that is something that you should not let happen to yourself. I did to protect myself from a death, but I still ended up miserable, and then I ended up grieving for him anyways. I'm sure he'd beat me senseless for doing such a stupid thing, too.

Pain is inevitable. It is also relatively short lived.

(And, I realise that I tried to comfort you elsewheres, but I figured I'd give it a try here, as well, because it always makes me feel bad whenever I see a sad post by you and no comment by me because I can't be sure whether or not I ever said anything. So, yeah.)

-Katters.