Life, through my suddenly non-rosy glasses

[sorcyress]

Yeah.

So, I was feeling REALLY good about life and everything. I cleaned up my nest like nobody's buisness, I'm done all my immediate homework, and I've picked all my authors and poems for the poetry project I've got to do.

Like, serious MAJOR cleaning of the nest. The nest is the downstairs desk which Dmitri lives on these days (Meaning that theres no such thing as a private conversation anymore...anybody can walk by anytime. Spoooooooky.) As I spend a LOT of time down here on Dmi, it tends to accumulate...stuff.

But it's clean now. I hardly recognize it.

And then the clock chimes, and the world keeps spinning. Yes, my nest is clean. My room isn't even CLOSE to it, I need to clean out my backpack like nobodys buisness, and I've got a thing to type for Bittner (and Kat.) PLUS I've got those study guide questions to do for history (and damnit, I'm going to do a GOOD job on them if it kills me) and I should probably both register and start studying for the Junemost SATs.

Why didn't anybody tell me being responsible sucked arse?

Off to girl scouts until eight and tutoring until nine. Home as fast as I can to clean as much of my room as I can manage without staying up later then tennish (or so) then crash.

Pop up, all smiles and sunshine in the morning (my usual mask) go to school, catch up on the usual ALoS for English, plus whatever other shit the world throws at me, home, therepy, homework, kung-fu, home, sleep.

Lather, Rinse, Repeat.

*shrugs* I dunno. It's probably just horemones or something (I really ought to keep better track of that) but yeah. Life seems to suck, for all that it kicks ass.

And it DOES kick ass. I'm in love, I'm loved, I have a best friend who's neither a total dumbass or a total slut (both very good things) and I've got a whole lot of life running through my head.

Right, I'm officially running late now. And joy-no dinner. Yum yum, my favorite. I'll grab something when I get home.

Gawd, I'm verbose today. I really don't mean to say this much.

Better sign off. Ta!

~Sor
MOOP!

P.S: At least I've actually managed to read my drugs today. :p

Comments

[jarne.livejournal.com]

I don't know if this is what you're experiencing, but I find that once everything is under control, life gets boring and depressing. My best guess is that the problem is is that there aren't any challenges to overcome or any major goals to reach besides getting by. Just my two cents.

[jarne.livejournal.com]

Fine, not always boredom but just a general depression because there isn't much to accomplish besides just "getting by." But I'm guessing you are not suffering from this.

[kdsorceress.livejournal.com]

Ah, I see what you mean.

Yeah, I'll hit it tomorrowish probably. Ah well.

Talk more later, away to bed go I!

~Sor

[kdsorceress.livejournal.com]

Indeed!

Don't do that, 'k?

~Sor

[artemisfowl2nd.livejournal.com]

I stand by my claim that it is not my fault (when I die).

I mostly stand by it because it needs me to prop it up. Otherwise it'd fall over and I'd be sad.

[macaroniandtuna.livejournal.com]

//Why didn't anybody tell me being responsible sucked arse?//

'Cause that's not the sort of thing anybody can tell you. Not so you'll believe them, anyway.

It does suck sometimes, but it's fun sometimes too. It's worth it, usually.

[kdsorceress.livejournal.com]

*shrugs* Meh. It was more meant to be a hypothetical question.

Of course it's worth it. Thats what the world tells me, and we all know that everything the world says is correct.

~Sor

[artemisfowl2nd.livejournal.com]

...Rhetorical?

[kdsorceress.livejournal.com]

Shush, you. We know I can't spell.

~Sor

[artemisfowl2nd.livejournal.com]

....Are you trying to tell me that you misspelled 'rhetorical' and ended up with 'hypothetical'?

[kdsorceress.livejournal.com]

....Yes.

[artemisfowl2nd.livejournal.com]

...Okay, then.

[thorog.livejournal.com]

Why didn't anybody tell me being responsible sucked arse

We assumed you knew :P

[kdsorceress.livejournal.com]

Heh.

Tho dear...remind me to tell you what my grades re like some time...Morally? I'm fine, thank you. Intellectually...

~Sor

[thorog.livejournal.com]

It is often said that childhood is the one thing that, when we are going through it, we wish we didn't have to and when we aren't, we wish we were again.

[kdsorceress.livejournal.com]

Naw, I liked being a kid. And I LOVED eight grade (thirteen). It's just high school that sucks.

~Sor

[thorog.livejournal.com]

*pokes* can you get on AIM/Yahoo/something where you are? It's half an hour until my physlab and I'm bored :P.

[leiacat.livejournal.com]

Randomly, for SATs (and other standardized tests), I am a fan of Princeton Review. Never taken their classes, but I did take out just about every test prep book that my local libraries had (for SAT/ACT and later for LSAT/GMAT), and Princetons were universally best written.