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May. 7th, 2016 10:39 amScheduled Goals for today:
*Eat breakfast, brush teeth and hair, read my comics, the usual morning stuff.
*Round about 11ish, head over to Laura's to work on our teaching schedule and dance programs for the next two months at SCD Cambridge Class (Come dance with us!).
*Get to the Harvard Bridge ideally around 1ish, but defnitely before 2 in order to watch the MIT Moving Day Charles Crossing Competition, which sounds like it's going to be super entertaining. Also to potentially hang out with Eric, who is my work bestie's bff and a generally good dude. He does not have a value label1 yet.
*In the late afternoon to evening, go hang out with my sir for a date because we haven't had one in weeks and weeks and I need company right now.
*Ignore every one of the eighty-seven party invites I've gotten (what the hell this weekend?) because again, date with sir. Who is my best friend. And who I haven't gotten good snuggle time in forever. Which I really really fucking need.
Unscheduled Goals for today/this weekend:
*Wash my hair, oh gods, it needs it so bad.
*Maybe go to REI and run REI errands like obtaining rain pants and more/better panniers?
*Yesterday I went through Schoolspring and found 8(ish) job postings that sound like they wouldn't completely suck, now I need to actually apply for all of them. My depressed goal is to see if I can get to 40 applications before I hear back from any of them, my realistic goal is to average one application per week until I get hired or take up substituting again.
Yeah, I'm gonna be really kinda dark about this for a while. I'm feeling rejected and inadequate, and like I'm not actually good enough for my chosen career field. I loved my workplace, I loved so much about it and I feel heartbroken that they don't want me to stay.
*Grade the last class worth of tests I have. Prep for Monday. Outline the week/week-half courselet I promised my 11th graders about necessary math for the real world. Remember that just because I'm not coming back is no excuse to either burn this professional bridge or deny my girls a good education.
*I'd say clean my room, but this is another weekend where I'm going to be staying largely out of the house, and so that's really just not happening. I will try and build in some tiny, inadequate, 20/10s over the coming week, but of course that's not going to happen.
Good plan, self.
~Sor
MOOP!
1: See, in high school there was Light Eric and Dark Eric, and it would've just ended there and not been a funny joke if I hadn't gone away to Boston and met an Eric who was *already* labeled as Darker! Like, I didn't even have to assign it to him! So this Eric needs to be put onto the lightness spectrum somewhere.
*Eat breakfast, brush teeth and hair, read my comics, the usual morning stuff.
*Round about 11ish, head over to Laura's to work on our teaching schedule and dance programs for the next two months at SCD Cambridge Class (Come dance with us!).
*Get to the Harvard Bridge ideally around 1ish, but defnitely before 2 in order to watch the MIT Moving Day Charles Crossing Competition, which sounds like it's going to be super entertaining. Also to potentially hang out with Eric, who is my work bestie's bff and a generally good dude. He does not have a value label1 yet.
*In the late afternoon to evening, go hang out with my sir for a date because we haven't had one in weeks and weeks and I need company right now.
*Ignore every one of the eighty-seven party invites I've gotten (what the hell this weekend?) because again, date with sir. Who is my best friend. And who I haven't gotten good snuggle time in forever. Which I really really fucking need.
Unscheduled Goals for today/this weekend:
*Wash my hair, oh gods, it needs it so bad.
*Maybe go to REI and run REI errands like obtaining rain pants and more/better panniers?
*Yesterday I went through Schoolspring and found 8(ish) job postings that sound like they wouldn't completely suck, now I need to actually apply for all of them. My depressed goal is to see if I can get to 40 applications before I hear back from any of them, my realistic goal is to average one application per week until I get hired or take up substituting again.
Yeah, I'm gonna be really kinda dark about this for a while. I'm feeling rejected and inadequate, and like I'm not actually good enough for my chosen career field. I loved my workplace, I loved so much about it and I feel heartbroken that they don't want me to stay.
*Grade the last class worth of tests I have. Prep for Monday. Outline the week/week-half courselet I promised my 11th graders about necessary math for the real world. Remember that just because I'm not coming back is no excuse to either burn this professional bridge or deny my girls a good education.
*I'd say clean my room, but this is another weekend where I'm going to be staying largely out of the house, and so that's really just not happening. I will try and build in some tiny, inadequate, 20/10s over the coming week, but of course that's not going to happen.
Good plan, self.
~Sor
MOOP!
1: See, in high school there was Light Eric and Dark Eric, and it would've just ended there and not been a funny joke if I hadn't gone away to Boston and met an Eric who was *already* labeled as Darker! Like, I didn't even have to assign it to him! So this Eric needs to be put onto the lightness spectrum somewhere.