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Katstarter update with sobbing.
Aug. 20th, 2012 03:45 pmohmygods.
Forget the money1. Because while I'm sitting here with four envelopes and four checks I'm also sitting here with four letters. Quick and long, handwritten and typed, one of them inscribed in a card that says "Happy Birthday" on the outside and "this is not a birthday card!" on the inside.
And they are all quick little notes from people who love me and want me to be happy. And I just...you guys! I don't think I've cried this hard since Elanor was stolen, I just can't actually wrap my head around the fact that people give a shit about me, and then it happens from everyone, all at once.
I am clearly going to have to shift some paradigms around now. Something about maybe me being an okay person after all.
And I don't know what I'm going to do with all the letters once I've got them, but it's going to have to be something as amazing as they deserve. <3
~Sor
MOOP!
1: Okay, please don't actually, because I am a practical person in addition to being a sentimental one, and bicycles are expensive. But goddamn, why doesn't everyone send each other letters saying how awesome we all are more often, because this feeling is flat out amazing.
Forget the money1. Because while I'm sitting here with four envelopes and four checks I'm also sitting here with four letters. Quick and long, handwritten and typed, one of them inscribed in a card that says "Happy Birthday" on the outside and "this is not a birthday card!" on the inside.
And they are all quick little notes from people who love me and want me to be happy. And I just...you guys! I don't think I've cried this hard since Elanor was stolen, I just can't actually wrap my head around the fact that people give a shit about me, and then it happens from everyone, all at once.
I am clearly going to have to shift some paradigms around now. Something about maybe me being an okay person after all.
And I don't know what I'm going to do with all the letters once I've got them, but it's going to have to be something as amazing as they deserve. <3
~Sor
MOOP!
1: Okay, please don't actually, because I am a practical person in addition to being a sentimental one, and bicycles are expensive. But goddamn, why doesn't everyone send each other letters saying how awesome we all are more often, because this feeling is flat out amazing.