1) In a convo with Rtizy the other day, i remarked that i loved eating waaay too much to be anorexic and hated barfing waaaay too much to be bulimic, so i do the Overweight Depressed Thing instead.
2) i use unsquiggling all the time as a sleep aid. It almost always works but the hard part is that i have to heavily fantasize or nothing ever "comes" of it (ahahaha, aren't i the witty one?) & i end up more awake/tense/frustrated. And when my libido is in the dumps (which it has been muchly lately & i almost consider a good thing 'cause there lies less frustration) it's nigh on impossible and so it's either the toss&turn thing or putter around on the computer till i get to the point where i can fall in an exhausted nap on the CoA
Which is neither about self-destruction or sensory drowning but is what popped into my head.
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on 2012-07-01 06:17 pm (UTC)1) In a convo with Rtizy the other day, i remarked that i loved eating waaay too much to be anorexic and hated barfing waaaay too much to be bulimic, so i do the Overweight Depressed Thing instead.
2) i use unsquiggling all the time as a sleep aid. It almost always works but the hard part is that i have to heavily fantasize or nothing ever "comes" of it (ahahaha, aren't i the witty one?) & i end up more awake/tense/frustrated. And when my libido is in the dumps (which it has been muchly lately & i almost consider a good thing 'cause there lies less frustration) it's nigh on impossible and so it's either the toss&turn thing or putter around on the computer till i get to the point where i can fall in an exhausted nap on the CoA
Which is neither about self-destruction or sensory drowning but is what popped into my head.