I'm one of those goddamned heart-on-my-sleeve types.
It's why I WANT to be cold and emotionless and feel nothing. Those people don't hurt. I want to feel that way. It seems so much more free than being trapped in irrationality.
I'm aware it's black-and-white thinking. However, all the troubles I've ever had in my life are related to my emotions. Get rid of them, and the pain stops... right?
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ninetydegrees
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on 2009-07-25 01:54 am (UTC)This is me now.
Only I'm the opposite of unemotional.
I'm one of those goddamned heart-on-my-sleeve types.
It's why I WANT to be cold and emotionless and feel nothing. Those people don't hurt. I want to feel that way. It seems so much more free than being trapped in irrationality.
I'm aware it's black-and-white thinking. However, all the troubles I've ever had in my life are related to my emotions. Get rid of them, and the pain stops... right?