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May. 15th, 2024 06:45 pmIt's been a hard week. We're so close to the end of the school year, and everyone just wants to be _done_. But it's technically only progress reports, still four and a half weeks to go. Yayyyy*thump*.
I've been putting effort into figuring out my summer plans --like, when I'm gonna be at Pinewoods, etc. Gotta do some advertising for Scottish sessions --wanna come dance with me? I'll write a proper thing "soon", they said for three months straight :P.
Mostly right now I do actually have energy to accomplish shit, it's just..gods there's a _huge_ amount of it to accomplish. And I have to sometimes remind myself that I have that energy (I succeeded tonight, which is why I'm writing my words right now instead of watching some episode of Game Changer). Projects include sorting emails, tagging photos, dealing with physical papers, and then all the usual Dance Stuff. Soon I'm going to have to start packing for Pinewoods? Aiee, because that has the potential to be an absolute nightmare (I may wind up gone for five straight weeks and have to figure out how to pack for both Scottish sessions and crew, two polar opposites in how much ~stuff~ I should possess).
My classroom has been 65 degrees or colder for like a week straight, and it is the new worst thing about my fucking school building. (there are so many worst things.)
I should do a medialog, but I kinda also mostly haven't been reading? I mean, obviously there was that foray into God Is An Iron, but I've started biking to school again, which is great and theoretically helps me be on time (dear reader, it does not) and that means I'm not reading books as I ride the bus and-or walk.
Obviously I should be doing more Power Hours, or at least like...reading books over breakfast? But instead I fuck around on twitter. I think I've burned out on having infinite library books, at least, and I am going to return all of them shortly (many of them unread, which feels like a bummer, but it's not like I can't check them out again in the future, when I have a little more energy for them.)
Something in me is pretty empty right now, and I think it's just this weird dichotomy where my personal-life energy is starting to return, but my work energy is completely burned out. I am so tired of and about my job right now. Maybe next year will be better?
(summer, at least, will be better).
I hope you are doing well and that you are happy. <3
~Sor
MOOP!
I've been putting effort into figuring out my summer plans --like, when I'm gonna be at Pinewoods, etc. Gotta do some advertising for Scottish sessions --wanna come dance with me? I'll write a proper thing "soon", they said for three months straight :P.
Mostly right now I do actually have energy to accomplish shit, it's just..gods there's a _huge_ amount of it to accomplish. And I have to sometimes remind myself that I have that energy (I succeeded tonight, which is why I'm writing my words right now instead of watching some episode of Game Changer). Projects include sorting emails, tagging photos, dealing with physical papers, and then all the usual Dance Stuff. Soon I'm going to have to start packing for Pinewoods? Aiee, because that has the potential to be an absolute nightmare (I may wind up gone for five straight weeks and have to figure out how to pack for both Scottish sessions and crew, two polar opposites in how much ~stuff~ I should possess).
My classroom has been 65 degrees or colder for like a week straight, and it is the new worst thing about my fucking school building. (there are so many worst things.)
I should do a medialog, but I kinda also mostly haven't been reading? I mean, obviously there was that foray into God Is An Iron, but I've started biking to school again, which is great and theoretically helps me be on time (dear reader, it does not) and that means I'm not reading books as I ride the bus and-or walk.
Obviously I should be doing more Power Hours, or at least like...reading books over breakfast? But instead I fuck around on twitter. I think I've burned out on having infinite library books, at least, and I am going to return all of them shortly (many of them unread, which feels like a bummer, but it's not like I can't check them out again in the future, when I have a little more energy for them.)
Something in me is pretty empty right now, and I think it's just this weird dichotomy where my personal-life energy is starting to return, but my work energy is completely burned out. I am so tired of and about my job right now. Maybe next year will be better?
(summer, at least, will be better).
I hope you are doing well and that you are happy. <3
~Sor
MOOP!