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Dec. 30th, 2020 12:27 amToday was complicated.
I got a bunch done! Notably, I organized the entire fiction section of my books (I have an entire shelf just for Seanan McGuire, also my bookshelf is like five feet wide so UH), and I hung up a BUNCH of art in my staircase. I am ridiculously pleased. Next step is to hang up art in my bedroom, and also I have to clean off my whiteboard, but those feel like tomorrow plans.
I listened to a lot of music which is good. I allowed myself to have feelings for a while, which was terrible, because all the feelings currently available are bad ones. I am...feeling better and maybe it is an approach to numb again? Not sure. Trying to make myself do feelings more because not feeling things is stupid and means I am disappearing.
Now I am going to watch Taskmaster and then go to bed. It's a good plan. I hope you have good plans of your own.
~Sor
MOOP!
I got a bunch done! Notably, I organized the entire fiction section of my books (I have an entire shelf just for Seanan McGuire, also my bookshelf is like five feet wide so UH), and I hung up a BUNCH of art in my staircase. I am ridiculously pleased. Next step is to hang up art in my bedroom, and also I have to clean off my whiteboard, but those feel like tomorrow plans.
I listened to a lot of music which is good. I allowed myself to have feelings for a while, which was terrible, because all the feelings currently available are bad ones. I am...feeling better and maybe it is an approach to numb again? Not sure. Trying to make myself do feelings more because not feeling things is stupid and means I am disappearing.
Now I am going to watch Taskmaster and then go to bed. It's a good plan. I hope you have good plans of your own.
~Sor
MOOP!