Ohhey, me too... And same with the whole "living life for others". i have that in a major way; largely, i suppose, because i don't think mine is worth much of anything (in spite of being constantly told otherwise >.>) and honestly, i am now beyond knowing what to do about it. When i am not in huge amounts of despair, i tend towards Resignation. This, of course, leads to being quite harsh on myself when i think i haven't done well enough for others (yay Catholic Church for instilling that guilt thing in my head).
Arg, this turned into a mishmash of whine about me and not me saying to you how much i am happy that you are able to see things and ponder ways to counter them. Apologies.
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on 2012-02-09 10:30 am (UTC)Find flaws.
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Ohhey, me too... And same with the whole "living life for others". i have that in a major way; largely, i suppose, because i don't think mine is worth much of anything (in spite of being constantly told otherwise >.>) and honestly, i am now beyond knowing what to do about it. When i am not in huge amounts of despair, i tend towards Resignation. This, of course, leads to being quite harsh on myself when i think i haven't done well enough for others (yay Catholic Church for instilling that guilt thing in my head).
Arg, this turned into a mishmash of whine about me and not me saying to you how much i am happy that you are able to see things and ponder ways to counter them. Apologies.
*belts out Two Out of Three Ain't Bad*