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[TherapyBlatant] "scared of sex"
Feb. 8th, 2014 01:06 amTrigger warning: Like, I am not even subtle in discussing the fact I was raped. Also gross emotional abuse.
Having posted a giant fucking wall of text to the 'Read-The-Sorkin-Manual' tag, I decided to poke my nose into what else was collated in there. In addition to a whole bunch of stuff about introversion that I really need to address, I found a bit where I was talking about my abuse, and mentioned how my abuser had said repeatedly I was "scared of sex".
In the entry, I had about three sentences of a footnote being kinda angry and dude-not-cool. The second I reread that sentence, and remembered that it was a phrasing my abuser used all the time on me, I just had my brain suddenly snap into place, and I am livid.
( In which I let off steam, talk about sex, and rip this jackass a new one, because how dare they. )
Trigger warning: rape, emotional abuse.
Having posted a giant fucking wall of text to the 'Read-The-Sorkin-Manual' tag, I decided to poke my nose into what else was collated in there. In addition to a whole bunch of stuff about introversion that I really need to address, I found a bit where I was talking about my abuse, and mentioned how my abuser had said repeatedly I was "scared of sex".
In the entry, I had about three sentences of a footnote being kinda angry and dude-not-cool. The second I reread that sentence, and remembered that it was a phrasing my abuser used all the time on me, I just had my brain suddenly snap into place, and I am livid.
( In which I let off steam, talk about sex, and rip this jackass a new one, because how dare they. )
Trigger warning: rape, emotional abuse.