*smiles shakily* And that's the problem, I think --I admit, I was less than perfectly clear with this post, but part of the thing for me is the fact that you people *do* care, and if you care, I can't run away from you, not without hurting you.

And I do so hate hurting people.

Your words are beautiful though, and I appreciate them. I will try not to push people away.

~Sor